You're welcome! I'm neck deep in this, just you wait!

I understand what you mean. I've been dying to tell somebody but I just couldn't! I think the fog has addled my brain too, I don't know what's happened to me. I know I'm not supposed to be doing what I'm doing, what I've done, but I can't help myself. Merlin, he just gets under my skin in all the right (and sometimes the wrong) ways. It's frustrating and exhilarating all at the same time. It's hard to describe, but I think you get it.

It's risky, I won't tell you it's not and I can't tell you if it'll be worth it to you to wait. A responsible friend would tell you to, but that would be rather hypocritical of me. It could easily be the ruin of either of us and your Rufus probably has the right idea in that respect. He's got more common sense than Edric apparently. I'm not complaining though. That night was not romantic in the slightest (if you want that, wait for sure!), but you me, I'm not a romantic. It was a little desperate and very heated. It was passionate. Okay the book does describe it as little better, but you'll see what I mean, eventually. It's most certainly not like everyone had led us to believe as good little debutantes.

Marriage!? Really? Tuni that's serious! I'm so happy for you! It's kind of on the table for me, but not for a long while yet, most unfortunately.