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#1
16 February, 1892 — Greengrass Home, Bartonburg

Mr. Farley, sitting in the armchair nearest the unlit fireplace, said something in a tone of voice which seemed to require a response, so Ford nodded. He had not been properly listening for at least ten minutes, but if Mr. Farley had noticed he did not particularly seem to care, so long as Ford offered up nods and vague murmurs of assent at the appropriate intervals. I didn't actually sleep with your daughter, Ford thought, for at least the fifteenth time since Mr. Farley had entered the parlor that afternoon. He may have even said it, once or more than once — it was hard to stay grounded in reality during all of this. He felt like he was having an out-of-body experience, and a far less pleasant one that the kind brought on by spiritus sancti. He wasn't sure whether it would have done him any favors to have said it out loud. It was impossible to say without sounding vulgar, and it changed exactly nothing, but there was still a part of him that wanted Mr. Farley to know he hadn't actually been carrying on with Miss Jemima in a coatroom.

I suppose that's all settled, then, her father said, and again Ford found himself capable of very little except a mute nod. He hadn't made note of the details as they'd talked and had a fleeting thought that he hoped someone (her mother?) would send an owl after this with all the particulars written down — but of course it didn't really matter, he realized, because it wasn't as though they were going to let him forget anything important. Her father had left very little doubt in his mind on that front, when they'd started this conversation; they were in control of everything, now.

Mr. Farley announced that he would show himself out, and did. Ford was left sitting in the same parlor chair he'd sank into when the man arrived, feeling more off-balance than anyone had a right to feel while sitting down in a stationary room. At some point Noble appeared in the doorway. Ford suspected his sense of time was off; he could not actually tell whether Noble had appeared in the doorway at an appropriate interval after Mr. Farley had left it. For all Ford knew, he might have been lurking in the hall with his ear to the door. In any case, the appearance of his brother and the resulting change of atmosphere in the room was enough to jog Ford out of the fog Mr. Farley had left him in, and he sprang in agitation to his feet.

"I have to go," he said, patting his pockets to find his wand and light the floo. "I have to see someone."
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#2
Two days on eggshells, and it was worse for Ford — Noble wasn't the one who the rumors were about. They had gotten too confident, with the burglaries — that much was so abundantly clear after Ford had found Miss Farley in the floo room. They should have had contingency plans in place, they should have stopped, they should have done anything other than suggest that Ford was sleeping with a debutante.

This was not about Noble, but he felt like everything was collapsing in around them — no more escape routes. He waited for two minutes after Mr. Farley left to step into the parlor, and blinked at the lit-up floo. Not yet.

"Are you doing it?" Noble asked. He'd been eavesdropping off and on enough to know that Mr. Farley wanted Ford to marry the girl — and Noble was distantly analytical enough to know that was fair. Still, the marriage might ruin them — even more than they were already ruined.


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#3
The fact that Noble was asking a question now implied that Ford had a choice, but he didn't feel that was true. Or, rather, he didn't feel he had a choice now. He'd chosen to leave the ball in the first place, chosen to burgle someone's house, chosen to let Mrs. Dempsey leave the room thinking he'd slept with Miss Farley rather than letting anyone know the truth. Now, though, there wasn't any choice. What was the alternative? To refuse the arrangement and wait around for one of her brothers to come challenge him to a duel? That certainly wouldn't do any of them any favors; Ford would end up dead, his family would end up bankrupt, and at the end of the day this girl would still be ruined.

And he had ruined her, was the thing. He might not have done anything with her, and she may even have slept with someone else mere moments before he'd come in through the floo, but they had not outed her to the Minister's wife. Miss Farley had been ready to bluff her way through the interaction clinging to the thin hope that everyone would see her as innocent, and maybe that wouldn't have worked out for her anyway, but they would never have the chance to know now because Ford had sunk that plan.

He swallowed, looked glumly at Noble, nodded. "It'll be in the paper tomorrow," he said, and then heard the words from his own mouth and felt violently ill. "Oh my god," he said. His eyes had moved from Noble to focus on something that didn't exist in the air between them and his face had lost a shade. "Oh my god, in the paper. I can't — I have to go, he can't find out from the paper."


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#4
Ford was clearly upset, and clearly distressed — and Noble could not blame him. He was not the one getting married and he still felt that things were spiraling out of control. How were they going to fit another person in this forsaken house? He was still trying to think hard about the logistics, and then Ford panicked even more.

"He?" Noble asked, expression baffled, as if he didn't already know the role this man presumably played in Ford's life. They had to figure this out, had to figure something out — maybe one of Miss Farley's brothers could marry one of the girls, or maybe Noble could do something to bring in more money, or or or — and Ford was thinking about a male romantic partner?



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#5
Ford hadn't meant to say it, but he didn't react particularly strongly when Noble pointed out the pronoun. He had been carefully safeguarding Tycho's existence from Noble for over a year, trying to ensure there was nothing in his speech or behavior or anything that might hint there was even anything to discover, but he didn't care about having slipped now, because what the fuck was the point of being circumspect now? What, Noble was going to lecture him on avoiding rumors? Noble was going to grandstand about consequences, about things that must be avoided at all costs for the sake of the family? Ford fucking knew, Noble knew he knew.

"Yes," Ford said, drawing his mouth into a resolute line. He felt — jittery, unstable, volatile, as though if Noble tried to touch him he would explode, and at the moment he was almost hoping Noble would, because maybe exploding would be better. If he were thinking about this rationally he would recognize that he wasn't angry with Noble — maybe angry wasn't the right word for it at all — but there was so much built up in his chest, so much so suddenly, and Noble was the only person he could be angry with. Verity thought he'd actually slept with Miss Farley, Grace was distraught and confused — Noble was the only person in the entire world who knew that Ford had chosen to let these rumors spread, and that he'd made that choice for all of them, to keep them safe and supported — Noble was the only person who could understand that this wasn't stupidity, it was a sacrifice, and it wasn't a fair one. And Ford wanted Noble to know that he was desperately in love with someone who was now in danger of hearing he was engaged through a notice in the paper. He wanted him to feel how unfair this was.

"I'm going to see him," he said, expression feral. Try to stop me and I will claw your fucking eyes out.


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#6
If Ford got caught being a sexual deviant by his wife-to-be, it would be much more problematic than Noble catching him — but he was sure that Ford knew that. Noble couldn't point it out. Not now, with his brother looking like a stray dog caught in a trap, and the room still smelling faintly of Mr. Farley's cologne.

But Ford's love affair wasn't just about him anymore, if it ever had been.

Noble held up his hands as if to surrender, and still could not resist saying — "Ford, we have to figure things out." The house was too small, and they had no money, and it was abundantly clear that Ford could not go burglarizing houses anymore. But Ford had to go off and be in love with someone, and this had to be distressing for the other person, sure — but what about their family?


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#7
"What?" Ford returned, more a challenge than a question. He had visibly bristled, with his chest puffed out and the hard line of his mouth beginning to tilt towards a grimace. "What is there to figure out? What can't wait until tomorrow? There's no getting out of it." Not when everyone already thought they knew the story, not when her father had already come and gone, not when it was going to be in the paper tomorrow morning. Obviously it would have been better for them all if Ford wasn't going to marry her, because he couldn't afford a wife any more than he could afford two debutante sisters and care of two wayward cousins and a mother who spent too much on frivolities insisting they would make all the difference, but that part was decided now. This opened up a hundred new problems — where was she going to live, what expenses would they have to cover for this bullshit wedding, how much did having a scandal in the family sink Grace and Clementine's already scant chances at finding husbands — but it was inconceivable that Noble wanted him to stop and sort through all of that now, in his current state of mind.


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#8
Ford was annoyed, and for the first time Noble looked visibly frustrated by this — he was glad it was not happening to him but why couldn't it have happened to him? He no longer had a secret lover; he would have told a better lie in the moment; he would not have taken this out on his brother, of all people. Noble's eyebrows furrowed and he flung one of his already-raised hands up. "Ford, you need a story," he said, "People need to think you love her."

Appealing to romantic sensibilities was the only hope they had.



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#9
The word love threw him off balance; he had not connected these particular dots for himself yet, but Noble was right. He sank back onto his heels from where he had been carrying himself on the balls of his feet and looked almost thoughtful. He had faked sentiment before, sort of. Plenty of people thought he was enamored with Ida Chang, over the past season, but that was less to do with any willful deception on his part and more to do with society's willingness to read romance into any conversation that lasted more than three minutes. And he did genuinely enjoy talking to Miss Chang, which helped — and she was in on it, which helped even more. None of those things were guaranteed with Miss Farley; he didn't know her well enough to say whether he could like her, and she certainly had plenty of reason to dislike him.

"They need to think I seduced her, at least," he said after thinking it through a minute. A minor difference, but potentially an important one. "So — how do we sell that? I don't know her at all," he admitted. "Do you?" She was closer in age to the girls, but for obvious reasons it would be problematic for Ford to approach Grace or Clementine and ask for a few notes on the personality or interests of a girl he had allegedly been secretly romancing for weeks.




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#10
Thank Merlin, he'd gotten through. But now Ford was asking about Miss Farley, and Noble could not say he knew anything about her. Pureblood, younger — they could not ask the girls more about her, because the girls could not lie enough to be in on this. The thought came to him like a crash landing — Daff. Daff had younger sisters, Daff was younger — she might know even a little bit about Jemima Farley. Shit. Noble lowered his hands, finally, and pushed one through her hair.

"I can figure it out," he offered, a little rueful already.


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#11
Ford nodded, and didn't ask for any further details on how Noble planned to go about that. He had plenty of other things on his mind and he trusted Noble to be smart about it, because Noble knew better than anyone what was at stake.

He wasn't going to lie to Tycho about it. Ford could not possibly approach Ty and pretend he was enamored with some girl he hardly knew, or even that he had tried to romance her just enough to sleep with her — but he could keep that plan to himself. The desire to fight Noble on this, the urge to specifically start a fight even if his brother wasn't inclined to pick one, seemed to have passed him by. He was still full of the same anxious energy, something buzzing in his stomach and his hands trembling in his pockets, but Noble was trying to help.

"I'm not good at this," he said fretfully. "Lying about things." The burglaries had gone on as long as they had less because Ford could sell an alibi and more because no one really cared about him enough to notice when he disappeared for long stretches at a time. They had survived because he was inconspicuous, but now everyone was watching. It was a lot of pressure to perform, and he was fairly certain he was going to fuck it up.


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#12
Noble pressed his lips together. "I know," he said. Maybe he was picking up on Ford's clearly nervous energy, because his stomach was starting to hurt — but he knew that he absolutely could not betray as much to his brother. Ford was bad at lying, but Noble felt practiced at it — with his family, with Daff, with the whole world about Henrietta Cartwright and the Sanditon Hurricane. He was constantly lying, and that was the only thing he could think would help them.

"We're going to make it," he said, because even with that history, he did not yet have a lie good enough to assuage Ford's fears.


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#13
This sentiment was not as comforting as Noble probably intended it to be.

"We always do," Ford agreed with a slightly frantic undercurrent to his voice. "And it just keeps getting worse."




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#14
Noble exhaled. "You should go," he said, the words tasting sour in his mouth. He did not want to endorse Ford's relationship, but if Ford was going to be morose it wouldn't do anyone any good to have him in the house — especially if they needed to pretend he was at least slightly interested in Jemima.



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#15
Ford hadn't been expecting this, and it made him suddenly acutely guilty about how aggressive he'd been earlier in the conversation. His shoulders sagged while he took a breath. He wished he didn't still feel as though his insides were vibrating, but he didn't know there was anything that he could do here in the parlor with Noble that would relieve that.

He swallowed and took a step forward, initially towards the floo but then swerved to approach Noble instead and wrapped his arms around him tightly. "I'm sorry," he said.




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#16
Noble froze for a second, having not expected the hug, then settled into it. He patted his brother on the back, twice. "I'm sorry," he whispered back, giving Ford a squeeze.



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