19 January 1895
My Husband and My Heart,I hope you have found some peace this past month and that our separation has given you time and space to think better of me. Do you read my letters still? I will soon know the answer to that. In your absence, I have been alone with my thoughts for too long. All possibilities dead end at the same point: I do not know how to speak to you now.
To move forward, I must know where I stand. I stand alone, but where? I would like us to discuss the specifics of our new reality. I will be a better wife to you, but how should I start when I cannot fathom what you need? Please spare me a few hours of your time in the home you have so generously made mine. I will not infringe on the privacy of your house again. I hope you understand that sacrifice for what it is.
Yours still,
Angelica
Angelica
MJ made this miracle!