"What's this bit I recall last night, about ye not thinkin I gots faith in ye?" She remember tears and something about no faith, that was about it.
Fix Me Up
"This is exactly it. No faith. Couldn't wait one second before snapping at me." She growled. She took deep breaths. "I can't do this right now. We don't need another accident." She stated bluntly, trying to move past her mother.
Was bad enough going to that creep once, and she wasn't up for a repeat. She'd ask Martha if any chores were needed to be done for pay. That was what her mind could handle right now.
"If I ever talk to me Dah like ye did just me he'd beat me til I couldn' stand and leave me to drown in the muck." She took a drag on her smoke again, blowing it so it was not directly in Alina's face. "Now, ye listen, ye hear? I'm ye damn mam. It's me job to keep ye safe, which is why I investigated that place ye got ah job from, wanted to make sure nobody take advantage of ye, wanted to make sure they said what they meant to ye. And as far as not havin faith in ye, use ye feckin head. I wouldn' spend me days slavin away livin with three other families and puttin up with the shit that I do, if me didn' think ye could put the money we be savin to good use. Wouldn' give ah feck if ye knew how to read, write, and do math, if me didn' think ye had enough brain to do somethin with it. Wouldn' let ye work at that feckin store if me thought ye would feck it up for y self!" She took another draft from her smoke, followed by an immediate exhale once again away from her.
"So quit ye bitchin. Ye got a Mam whose still livin, who still loves ye, who would still give ye the damn world if me could. Given ye everything I gots to give, ye got all me faith and all me love to boot...for once ye could be a wee bit greatful." She let her go having said her peace and went back to leaning against the wall. She didn't cry because her strength wouldn't let her, not in public, not out like this. "Go clean the room, it's ah feckin mess."
She wanted to tear her mother a new one. Wanted to scream until she was blue in the face. There was something in her eyes, a look that would likely only be familiar to Useal and Ella. It was in this angry moment that one could see her father in her eyes as she stared pure daggers at her mother. But Martha put a hand on her shoulder suddenly and it startled her a little. "Come on lass, I'll help ya." The woman said softly before tugging the girl into the apartment.
Martha however kept the blows from happening. She had seen what Useal was capable of in a rage, and knew the woman would be beside herself if she let that anger direct itself physically at Alina. "Better be feckin clean when I get back." Useal called out as they headed back in the house and up the stairs. She could honestly be quite a cunt, and being in that particular mood she pushed off from the wall and headed down the street, with a few coin in her pocket still she was going to have a drink and probably buy herself a pack of smokes.
She would have likely gone at her mother without a care. Would have kept fighting past her body could handle at that point. But Martha had sense to her, and it was keeping Alina grounded. Far better than her angry mother was. They were not good for each other right now.
The door closed behind them before Alina could hear another word from her mother. And the women got to work. The work kept her busy. It let her simmer down. Martha wouldn't say another thing on the matter unless she had to. She knew better. And she wasn't blinded by the anger these ladies both were.
Powered By MyBB, © 2002-2025 MyBB Group.