“Yeah, it does,” Theo sighed, with a wry unspoken qualification that just because he could understand it he didn’t know if that would hold water with a normal, well-adjusted passerby, who couldn’t divide their life into before and after anything.
And, yeah, Lestrange was noticeably worse - or at least more unhappy and uninvolved than Theo could recall ever seeing him at Hogwarts, or from the distance of his earlier Cannons days - but he wasn’t going to say it. Rather, there was something in the way he admitted it that made him want to disagree; even though they clearly both knew pretending didn’t make anything better, even though all Theodore felt like was a worse version of himself too, and one without much hope of changing back.
“You’re different, but... I don’t know, you’re still not that bad.” He huffed a hopeless kind of laugh, wanting to ask why Lestrange felt this way, what had created that hollow feeling in him - but leaning back and shrugging instead, letting it be. He amended his previous phrasing with a fleeting smile. “Or at least I’ve had worse company.” (Not that that said much, if finding everyone’s company close to unbearable was why they were hanging around here.)
And, yeah, Lestrange was noticeably worse - or at least more unhappy and uninvolved than Theo could recall ever seeing him at Hogwarts, or from the distance of his earlier Cannons days - but he wasn’t going to say it. Rather, there was something in the way he admitted it that made him want to disagree; even though they clearly both knew pretending didn’t make anything better, even though all Theodore felt like was a worse version of himself too, and one without much hope of changing back.
“You’re different, but... I don’t know, you’re still not that bad.” He huffed a hopeless kind of laugh, wanting to ask why Lestrange felt this way, what had created that hollow feeling in him - but leaning back and shrugging instead, letting it be. He amended his previous phrasing with a fleeting smile. “Or at least I’ve had worse company.” (Not that that said much, if finding everyone’s company close to unbearable was why they were hanging around here.)
