Passover 1889 was going to haunt her forever, Zelda thought. It had fucked up her relationship with Ari for months, things still weren't the same between her and her father - and things with Alfred might never recover. If she was ever actually friends with Alfred again, she was going to just go ahead and send him the calendar of Jewish holidays in advance.
"I want -" she didn't know what she wanted. She shook her head. "I don't want to lose you," she said instead, although, she supposed, she had already lost him. He was leaving and she had not forgotten it but she was letting this happen, anyways. A good girl - a smart girl - would have backed out of the situation ages ago. Certainly after she had escaped sex without consequences although of course a good girl would have done so before. But if she was not good and was not smart then she only had honest.
"But I can't - I can't lose my family either."
"I want -" she didn't know what she wanted. She shook her head. "I don't want to lose you," she said instead, although, she supposed, she had already lost him. He was leaving and she had not forgotten it but she was letting this happen, anyways. A good girl - a smart girl - would have backed out of the situation ages ago. Certainly after she had escaped sex without consequences although of course a good girl would have done so before. But if she was not good and was not smart then she only had honest.
"But I can't - I can't lose my family either."
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