Don Juan felt heat across the back of his neck at the admission, but he couldn't say much about it. He'd been just as destructive in the aftermath of their first breakup, just in different ways. He would never tell Hudson that for a while he had been the reason Don Juan got high — neither of them needed that guilt.
It was because of him. His baggage, anyway. Don Juan chewed his lower lip again while he worked out what to say in response to that. It was endearing that Dean wanted to protect him, but things weren't so simple. If he knew the whole story he could have easily picked out a figure to blame, but hurting Samuel Griffith wouldn't solve anything. It probably wouldn't even make Hudson feel any better. Don Juan knew that from experience.
"You could," he said softly. "You wouldn't even have to leave home." If Dean was looking for the person who had done the most damage to Don Juan's life, the person who had left him broken this way, he didn't need to look any further than the edge of the bed. "There's no one to blame for the choices I made except me."
It was because of him. His baggage, anyway. Don Juan chewed his lower lip again while he worked out what to say in response to that. It was endearing that Dean wanted to protect him, but things weren't so simple. If he knew the whole story he could have easily picked out a figure to blame, but hurting Samuel Griffith wouldn't solve anything. It probably wouldn't even make Hudson feel any better. Don Juan knew that from experience.
"You could," he said softly. "You wouldn't even have to leave home." If Dean was looking for the person who had done the most damage to Don Juan's life, the person who had left him broken this way, he didn't need to look any further than the edge of the bed. "There's no one to blame for the choices I made except me."
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MJ made this <3