She was staying, she wanted to stay, and she was apologizing. He buried his face further into her hair. "I love you," he said, "I don't know why my — head doesn't work." He'd been nervous his whole life, but the depressions that had come on the past few years were much worse — and even knowing what he did about his own memory, he didn't know why they'd come or what the best path forward was.
MJ made this!