I suppose I understand that. But you must have known that above all people I wouldn't have held your health as any sort of measurement against you.

I wish you had written. I can't help but point out the last time we were together and what happened. Or how not hearing from you led me to believe the worst; that you'd regretted everything.

I hated not hearing from you. I thought you'd left for good. I don't even know why I'm telling you this it's not like we have ever had a history of being as intimate