That comment was so unexpected that it almost made him lose his footing; he slipped an inch or so on a tree root and had to shift his weight quickly to keep his balance. It was sort of a sweet thing to say, but where had it come from? How did Lestrange presume to know whether or not he cared?
He wasn't wrong, though; Ford did care, deeply. Sometimes he suspected it would be easier if he didn't. Noble didn't care quite as much, or at least he didn't seem to, and he seemed to have a much healthier relationship with this whole thing. But it also wasn't Noble's responsibility — he had the luxury of only caring as much as he wanted to, didn't he? And he'd done more than enough, and Ford couldn't have asked anything more of him, but at the end of the day, he could have walked away. Ford couldn't, whether he cared or not.
"Well," he said uncertainly; he had regained his physical balance but was still feeling as though he'd lost his social balance, and was ill-equipped to respond to this. "That probably depends on your perspective. But I'm happy to hear you won't be disappointed in me." He'd meant this last as a joke, but he wasn't socially cognizant enough at the moment to know whether or not it came across that way.
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He wasn't wrong, though; Ford did care, deeply. Sometimes he suspected it would be easier if he didn't. Noble didn't care quite as much, or at least he didn't seem to, and he seemed to have a much healthier relationship with this whole thing. But it also wasn't Noble's responsibility — he had the luxury of only caring as much as he wanted to, didn't he? And he'd done more than enough, and Ford couldn't have asked anything more of him, but at the end of the day, he could have walked away. Ford couldn't, whether he cared or not.
"Well," he said uncertainly; he had regained his physical balance but was still feeling as though he'd lost his social balance, and was ill-equipped to respond to this. "That probably depends on your perspective. But I'm happy to hear you won't be disappointed in me." He'd meant this last as a joke, but he wasn't socially cognizant enough at the moment to know whether or not it came across that way.
Set by Lady!