Hello. Hi! I do live!
I won't lie though... I did consider not returning. Honestly, I considered vacating the world of writing entirely. It's been hard. I thought I had this whole mothering thing down, that the jump from three to four would be no biggie. Holy shit balls batman. I was wrong. Oh so freaking wrong.
And yeah, I know it was my choice. I love my children. But I'm exhausted and my health {physical and mental) has taken a major toll. As it is, I know that I need something that is mine. For me. I need something that can be solely for me to do that I don't have to share. And that's writing. So I'm here and I want to be here. Also, for my sanity. But I gotta do it slowly and build back up.
So...I have nine potentials on my list. I'm thinking it needs to start out far less.
Felicity Adlard
Fletcher Langley
Fortuna Bixby
Gideon Ollivander
Magdalena Byrne
Una Walsh
Are on my short list... They're the ones that I have strongest muse and the most direction for.
Clinton Podmore
Emmeline Woodcroft
Shawn Delaney
Tansy Tatting
Would all need something more specific but still likely need to come back later on anyways after I've gotten more settled. (If at all.)
That said, even the short list may need to come back in spurts. So... what does that mean? Who do you want to see back first? Tuni is the only one for sure mostly for lazy reasons cause I don't want to switch up a main. Otherwise I'm a bit undecided..
Also, I'm sorry everyone for how much of a slacker I've been. I really do love Charming. I love writing and I love the community and friendships I've built here but depression and anxiety are an awful thing that make you think awful things.
I won't lie though... I did consider not returning. Honestly, I considered vacating the world of writing entirely. It's been hard. I thought I had this whole mothering thing down, that the jump from three to four would be no biggie. Holy shit balls batman. I was wrong. Oh so freaking wrong.
And yeah, I know it was my choice. I love my children. But I'm exhausted and my health {physical and mental) has taken a major toll. As it is, I know that I need something that is mine. For me. I need something that can be solely for me to do that I don't have to share. And that's writing. So I'm here and I want to be here. Also, for my sanity. But I gotta do it slowly and build back up.
So...I have nine potentials on my list. I'm thinking it needs to start out far less.
Felicity Adlard
Fletcher Langley
Fortuna Bixby
Gideon Ollivander
Magdalena Byrne
Una Walsh
Are on my short list... They're the ones that I have strongest muse and the most direction for.
Clinton Podmore
Emmeline Woodcroft
Shawn Delaney
Tansy Tatting
Would all need something more specific but still likely need to come back later on anyways after I've gotten more settled. (If at all.)
That said, even the short list may need to come back in spurts. So... what does that mean? Who do you want to see back first? Tuni is the only one for sure mostly for lazy reasons cause I don't want to switch up a main. Otherwise I'm a bit undecided..
Also, I'm sorry everyone for how much of a slacker I've been. I really do love Charming. I love writing and I love the community and friendships I've built here but depression and anxiety are an awful thing that make you think awful things.
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