3rd November, 1890
To the mysterious Mademoiselle L.,
From a logical standpoint, of course, I know that you are correct: we have shared most, if not all, of our time at Hogwarts, but I cannot help but feel that this very fact makes us even greater strangers in this endeavor. We are starting from scratch, as it were; we knew one another, but have had that acquaintance all but stripped away.
Again, I do apologize if my surprise at your interest in potions caused offense, for it was not at all my intention. Indeed, potions is a complex discipline, and such an aptitude speaks to an eager and intelligent mind indeed. I wish my own skill were half so developed as that which I have imagined for you in absence of your identity.
To music—I fear I have long been too self-conscious for something that requires such vulnerability as singing. While music is a
talent, to be sure, it is instruments that leave room for those not naturally blessed to become talented, and so it is to an instrument that I have devoted my musical education. I fear our dear Mrs. Benwick might chastise us if I give away anything that might reveal my identity, so I shall not gift you with the knowledge of which instrument I practice (yet), but perhaps, at some juncture in future, you and I might join in a duet.
Life after Hogwarts is such a daunting topic of conversation; I often worry I have not adequately planned for life
at Hogwarts, and I have been here already for more than half a decade! I suppose I ought to say that I will join the Ministry of Magic as the men in my family are apt to do, but I confess here, with this gift of anonymity, that it is not a notion that fills me with excitement. It does not fill me with dread, either—rather, I am decidedly apathetic about my opportunities. Perhaps I shall run away to the Americas and become an explorer—though I do not think the nerves of either parent would handle such an action!
I hope in saying that I have not caused offense. I know that I am privileged to simply expect that I might earn a Ministry career when not all of our peers have the same options before them. Still, though, surely there is more in the world available than what is simply expected of us?
Warmly,
Mr. X.