A.,

June 3rd

Tulip asked me this morning when she could expect to have cousins, and I found myself unable to give an answer! Wesley's siblings are not the most settled of creatures, and obviously my siblings have not found a marriage yet, so the closest thing she could have are your children...

All right, so maybe my baby didn't ask when she could have cousins, but I'm asking now.

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Much Love,
L.

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June 4th, 1888

Dearest Luce,

Oh how I wish I knew, Luce, I really do. It's not for lack of trying, but Merlin it's been two years! What if there's something wrong with me? Mother had six children no problems, why am I not so fortunate? Even Philip has mentioned it a time or two and I honestly don't know what to tell him. What if we never have children? I can't imagine what I'll do!

I apologize, I know you probably sent that in jest and I don't meant to spout worry all over you, but it's been at the forefront of my mind for a long time.

Always,
Adella

  

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“I can't get enough of
this every day love.”

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A.,

June 3rd

Have you thought about talking to a healer? I know that wouldn't be easy, but they might at least be able to tell you something.

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Much Love,
L.

  

June 6th, 1888

Dearest Luce,

I've considered going to a healer, but is there anything they could even do? I feel like maybe a midwife would be a place to start, but I honestly don't even know what to say! There has to be something wrong. I know it's terrible to assume the worst, but what else could possibly be preventing me from getting pregnant? I'm terrified that I won't be able to have children, that I may be barren. It's heartbreaking to even think about.

Always,
Adella

  

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“I can't get enough of
this every day love.”

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A.,

June 9th

At the very least, and not to be crass, a midwife may be able to tell you if the 'problem' lies with yourself or with your husband. And then you'd know, which is better than not knowing!

At the best, you'll have a baby at the start of next year! 

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Much Love,
L.

  

June 10th, 1888

Dearest Luce,

You're right of course. How do I go about finding a reliable midwife? Do you recommend yours? This is so incredibly frustrating and disheartening. I'm not sure knowing where the problem lies will help if there's not way to fix it, but I suppose it would be a difficult discussion to have with Philip. I couldn't hold onto him knowing how badly he wants children and me unable to give him any...

Always,
Adella

  

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“I can't get enough of
this every day love.”

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A.,

June 11th

Mine was excellent, but I haven't seen her in a few years. What if we go to Hogsmeade Hospital together? Would that help at all?

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Much Love,
L.

  

June 13th, 1888

Dearest Luce,

Do you think the hospital would be able to do anything? I feel like this is far more appropriate for a midwife? I suppose it wouldn't hurt to go, they may be able to at least point me in the right direction or suggest a midwife I could reach out to. I would greatly appreciate your support in any case. Thank you for being there for me.

Always,
Adella

  

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“I can't get enough of
this every day love.”

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A.,

June 15th

I'm not sure. Given the fog, a midwife may be easier, as the hospital is probably rather... busy.

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Much Love,
L.