The bedroom. Where he'd taken her before and where nothing had happened then. So why did she want something to happen now? If Dory — who had more experience with women and intimacy than she ever would have — hadn't initiated anything, then it was ridiculous to think that he wanted anything from her. As Mabel turned away, a wave of embarrassment swept over her, and she found she couldn't get out of the living room fast enough. What had she been thinking? She snatched up the spare clothes he'd found for her and clutched them protectively to her chest as she hurried out of the room into the bedroom, shutting the door.
It was a merciful barrier between her and Dory that she leaned against, cold and solid; just the shock against her back that she needed to bring herself back to reality. She begged herself, begged her brain to see reason. "It was nothing. He felt nothing, you're being foolish." Mabel forced herself to harden her voice. She was not a simpering maiden trembling at a man's touch. Her brush with death tonight was no different than the dance she took part in every day at her job. Death came with the job, and it always would, even if it were her life on the line. She would not fear going into the Black Lake again.
Tomorrow. Resolution solidified in her as she made a resolution to go back to the lake at night. There would be no time for trepidation to set in if she confronted it head on.
She swiftly pulled her chemise over her head, ignoring the stiffness in her arms and her legs as she pulled on the clothes Dory had gotten for her. Of course they were much too large for her, and one step in the bottoms had her nearly breaking her neck as she tripped over the legs. Sweet Jesus. Gritting her teeth, Mabel tugged the bottoms off. Wearing the oversized shirt would have to do. It reached to almost below her knees and would cover enough. And after the events of the night, and her determination to get over her embarrassment from being in front of Dory in nothing but a thin chemise, Mabel was ready to throw something in frustration. Pulling her hair over her shoulder, with her chemise in hand, she walked back out to the living room.
It was a merciful barrier between her and Dory that she leaned against, cold and solid; just the shock against her back that she needed to bring herself back to reality. She begged herself, begged her brain to see reason. "It was nothing. He felt nothing, you're being foolish." Mabel forced herself to harden her voice. She was not a simpering maiden trembling at a man's touch. Her brush with death tonight was no different than the dance she took part in every day at her job. Death came with the job, and it always would, even if it were her life on the line. She would not fear going into the Black Lake again.
Tomorrow. Resolution solidified in her as she made a resolution to go back to the lake at night. There would be no time for trepidation to set in if she confronted it head on.
She swiftly pulled her chemise over her head, ignoring the stiffness in her arms and her legs as she pulled on the clothes Dory had gotten for her. Of course they were much too large for her, and one step in the bottoms had her nearly breaking her neck as she tripped over the legs. Sweet Jesus. Gritting her teeth, Mabel tugged the bottoms off. Wearing the oversized shirt would have to do. It reached to almost below her knees and would cover enough. And after the events of the night, and her determination to get over her embarrassment from being in front of Dory in nothing but a thin chemise, Mabel was ready to throw something in frustration. Pulling her hair over her shoulder, with her chemise in hand, she walked back out to the living room.
loveliness by mj <3