August 29, 1889Dear Mr. Lukeson,
As much as it pains me to admit it, I fear you are right. After my cousin’s disappearance, my mother has been less lenient with me venturing out, but now with things as they are - well I am permitted at very few events of any kind. All the vendors come to our home leaving so few errands to be attended to off the premises. It is almost as if I have become a prisoner of my own home.
I am sure it must be different for you in such a quiet house. I can tell you, from personal experience, that a quiet life can be both a blessing and a curse. Growing up I longed for siblings, it was always so quiet. But I didn’t realize how much until I went to school. When I came back I had my cousin with me, which helped. But when it became just my mother and I again - well I often wish to be anywhere else. Mother is not the most fond of social events and often wishes we stayed home. At least you shall have these letters to keep you company.
Are your siblings excited to return to school? I imagine it would seem calmly to return to something so normal after all they have been through - you have been through.
My days are filled with plans for the wedding. A constant barrage of fabrics, flowers, and menu choices. I had always imagined I would enjoy planning my wedding - instead I have found I dread it. Is it selfish of me to say that I wish time might still so I may live my life as it was before this marriage takes place?
Your friend,
Miss Lucille Flint
Thank you MJ for an amazingly Lucy set!