Bella, You are threatening me? Actually threatening me? I never once tried to treat you poorly, and you threaten me? Yes, in an upset rage I called you a few names, can one really blame me? You treat me as a criminal, compare me to the family who had shut you out and abused you, and I get threatened for being upset over your reaction to me making a mistake? You have not even known what I had fully done, but all you wish to do is shut everyone that cares for you out. And now you threaten me. I shall not call you names, it isn’t even worth the effort to try. You wish to hurt me more, to break what small, tiny spirt I have left then fine. Perhaps write to Killian, he can give you some more ideas on how to break me, if this is really the road you wish to go down. Just know that if you ruin my life, the person you will be hurting the most in the end is yourself. From, Regina P.S. I only sent it like this because the letter won’t let you destroy it before its done sending its message.

howler by SabinaDrake, coded by Emily

  

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SHUT UP, YOU PESKY WHORE. YOU'LL AGGRAVATE THE MUGGLES AND THEN THEY'LL MURDER ME. WILL YOU BE HAPPY, THEN?

howler by SabinaDrake, coded by Emily

  

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This is the only way you will get the message from my damn letters. Look whos calling names now. At least I never fell to your level during all of this. I tried to apologize, I tried to reason with you. Yes, I sent the first howler because I was upset. And the other howlers because you are being unbearably mean and actually threatening me! Did you ever actually care about our friendship? Or was I just the silly little halfblood that you spent time with to anger your family? I confided in you through the toughest times in my life. I’ve tried to help you through yours. All I wanted to do was give you a light in the dark tunnel that your so called family had thrown you in. Yes, I did it wrong. Yes, I’ve asmitted that multiple times. But I will not be treated like a dirty rat filled with disease. I only wished to help, I only wished to help my friend, and all I get is being called a whore by one of the few people that I thought I could trust. Aparently I was wrong. I was just a puppet by the ‘mighty pureblood’ who was playing rebel for her family. Apparently I was a pawn, just like I am to Killian and his dreadful sister. Apparently the only people that I can trust in this world are dead, having left me to be an orphan with no one to turn to. Ruin my life, leave it to make me a spinster stuck to live in the home of my so called guardian, let him have me stuck in his home to murder me and steal my money. This is what you want, and apparently a pureblood always gets what they want, while the rest of us are simply dirt.

howler by SabinaDrake, coded by Emily

  

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I'M SO VERY SORRY YOUR PRIVILEGED PETUNIA SELF COULD NOT BEAR THE PAIN OF AN UNKIND WORD. I'LL BE SURE TO THINK OF IT WHILE I'M TRYING TO COUGH UP THE COINS TO PAY FOR MY ROOM TONIGHT.

howler by SabinaDrake, coded by Emily

  

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Privileged? Oh yes, I am so privileged to end up a spinster until Killain gets tired of paying for my food and shelter and decides to murder me for my money. What an honor, what a privilege. You got away, you have options, options I will never have the courage to pursue. I’m so privileged to know that whatever you do with whatever secrets you hope to ruin my life with will in fact ruin my life. Yes, I am weak, I would have let your father kill me if I had been in your situation. I wouldn’t have survived. I am weak, unlike you. But never assume that I am privileged when you know that there are factors in my life that make such statement false. Remember this, you have the privilege of now having a life that is your own. Don’t ignore that, and stop treating me like crap.

howler by SabinaDrake, coded by Emily

  

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13 June, 1888

— Miss Lacey —
Better dead than destitute—but you're still far too privileged to understand that. I would, however, be more than pleased to assist you in understanding; your good fortune may be through when I'm through with you.

Whore.

  

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Please stop threatening me. If you leave me alone, I’ll stop bothering to send letters.

howler by SabinaDrake, coded by Emily

  

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14 June, 1888

— Howler Whore —
Have you forgotten how to send civilized letters? The landlady just asked who I was fighting with. I've sent some plants (and my current favorites, at that!) to soothe your nerves.

attached is a small collection of fumitory and bay leaves, meaning "hatred" and "i change but in death"

  

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— MJ is MAGICAL —

I’m only sending these because you won’t read actual letters and you already know that. Please leave me alone.

howler by SabinaDrake, coded by Emily

  

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