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#1
November 14th, 1888 — Fisk Family Home, Bartonburg
The Fisk home had always been a sanctuary, a safe home of sorts. It protected her from the orphanage those many summers between school years, and in recent years had always provided a hot meal when food was scarce. She would've never imagined that the day would come when she felt fear—pure, paralyzing terror—upon walking up the steps to the front door. She soon grew grateful for the fear, as it was the only thing stopping her from bursting into tears on the trek to the parlor. She would wait for Zelda—but she had little idea what would come next.

Seconds, minutes, and half an hour passed in solitude, the only soul in sight being the maid who peeked in to ask her if she needed something to drink. Every time was a shake of her head—or a forced "no thank you", if she could manage—and it soon became apparent that Zelda would be returning home late.

It was then that the tears begin to flow, her body slouching forward until her face fell into her open palms. Should she go home? Seek out Mrs. Fisk? Nemo? There wasn't really anyone apart from Zelda she felt she could trust, especially after she'd admitted to kissing a man she liked...

Her sobs grew louder, but she quickly stopped, her gaze flickering towards the door, as footsteps approached.




#2
If he had ever paused to consider it - really dissect a pattern in his actions, rather than the simple surface thought - Ari supposed he visited the family more in the winter months. Because autumn was rushing onwards, winter encroaching on its heels, and Ari was dropping by the Fisk home for dinner again. Not that there was a strict limit to be enforced - he and his father, and the younger siblings still at home all lived in the same village, after all, it was never out of his way - but, all the same, he did not mean to impose. Didn't like to visit too much, lest they think he was lonely - even lonelier than they already presumed.

It was easier in summer, maybe, to occupy himself naturally with other things. To go for long walks, to spend time with friends, to feel contented in the long hours of sunlight that stretched out after work; easier than now, when already dusk drew sturdily over Scotland, so that it was dark and cold even as he left the hospital. This summer had been something of an exception, perhaps, with the darkness and the months of fog - but in fact that had been better, confined to the hospital, because he had been too busy to think about much else. There was much less to worry about now, the hospital running smoothly - as smoothly as it ever could - and much less to do with himself, except huddle up at home and read until he fell asleep.

Perhaps it was some ingrained human instinct, to seek out some warmth in the winter, some potential way to resist that animal temptation of hibernation, just burrowing down alone for a few months to sleep; but Ari had not analysed himself so thoroughly - had only been dreaming of a warm meal and a warmer, busier dinner table as he walked - when he arrived on the family house's doorstep today.

Once he had been let in, he had been left to his own devices to find out who was home from the Ministry - Xena might be upstairs, if she was not out with friends - but Ari hadn't made it to the stairs when he heard the muffled sound of crying from the parlour. Wondering if that was not Xena - or dear Merlin, not Zelda again - or whether someone had hurt themselves, Ari hastened back to the parlour door. There, he paused, and thought of knocking, but the sobs had been almost too much to bear, and sounded serious enough that he placed his hand on the doorknob, took a careful breath, and opened the door.

Whoever was in there was in there alone, he gleaned in a flash, so stepped in to help rather than to intrude, but it was not until he had pressed the door closed behind him that he realised the young woman in their parlour was not, in fact, one of his sisters. "Oh - Miss Tweedy, I - didn't know you were here -" Ari fumbled, doing a hasty double-take in shock and his brow furrowing instantly: her tears may have stopped in the moment, but it was all too clear that she had been crying. "Whatever's the matter?" He asked with concern, which had not been the apology he had been intending on issuing - and of course she did not have to answer him, but at least the question had been slightly better-phrased than the are you alright? that might have slipped out otherwise. He hadn't the faintest idea what had happened, but she was evidently not alright.



#3
Dionisia momentarily panicked, her mouth agape and her eyes wide, as she stared at the unexpected sight of Ari Fisk standing at the doorway. He was a Fisk, of course, but he didn't live here. Should she expect that other relatives would be coming over? Were they coming in here? Where they behind him, waiting to come in?

Apparently not, she thought, trying to take deep breaths to lower her heart rate. He came in and closed the door behind him, something he wouldn't have done if there were others with him. It quickly became apparent, too, that he hadn't expected to see her, and her eyes widened once more as she sought something, anything: an apology, and excuse, an explanation. After seconds of trying (and failing) to find the words, she shook her head dumbly.

What could she tell him? He worked with her, and he was Zelda's brother, but Dio had never been particularly close with him. He was nearly double her age; there were a number of brothers between he and Zelda, and the only one Dio felt a particularly sense of kinship towards was Nemo.

Although... Ari Fisk was understanding. He was a healer. He was the one who might possess the medical information she needed to get herself out of the situation she was in, but that would require facing his scrutiny—and worse: risk being thrown from the house. He was also a man, which added a further gap between their experiences and beliefs. For all she knew, he could not only refuse to help her, but tell someone else about it.

She needed Zelda. She was a trusted friend and a woman around her age. She was infinitely more preferable to Ari Fisk, even if he was one of the Zelda's more amiable brothers. She began to sob again, realizing that Zelda wasn't here—and likely wouldn't be before she figured out what to say to Mr. Fisk.

"I can't - It's not my fault - I'm scared - Need her - Don't know what to do," she blubbered, trying to find coherent words as she buried her face in her palms once more. She might have felt ridiculously silly for the display of dramatics if she wasn't so delirious with grief, but how she appeared to the eldest Fisk brother was the farthest thought from her mind as she cried.




#4
She seemed just as shocked at his entry as he was upon seeing her here. Ari might have opened the parlour door again - as was far more appropriate - or indeed, backed right out of the room altogether, if he had not been so stricken by her state of distress. She seemed scarcely able to speak, shaking her head like that as if the matter was too far beyond words.

Merlin. Perhaps it was the jolt of deja vu at being faced with a crying girl, a pang that transported him back to a sister in another sitting room, months back, that was making this all the more disconcerting. But it could not be worse than that, surely, what Zelda had gone through only this year; what sort of trouble could Miss Tweedy possibly be in?

But it was bad, something dreadful, because the girl could barely string together a sentence against the tide of tears, and she - a mediwitch, who faced all sorts of calamity every shift now, and had not had the easiest childhood either - had just admitted to being scared.

"I'm so sorry," Ari breathed, his hand still on the door and not certain what he was apologising most for - whatever she had been through, or having the indecency to intrude upon such a terrible private moment? Really, he ought to leave her be, but it seemed similarly indelicate to turn his back and flee a scene such as this without so much as another word. Perhaps she might be calmed, before the rest of the household returned or descended upon her. "Zelda?" He tried, in an attempt to unpick what Miss Tweedy was asking for - "I'm sure she'll be here in no time." Of course, if she hadn't been expecting her friend in the first place, Ari had no guarantee of this, but the poor thing didn't need to be made to feel worse for whatever... wasn't her fault, she said. "It'll be alright," he murmured, in a tone of soothing nonsense he often used at work, trying to take this unforeseen encounter as assuredly he would any patient. "Is there anything I can do in the meantime? Something I can get you?" He hadn't a clue what, but.



#5
Dionisia had long learned how to set aside her own emotions when dealing with potentially catastrophic situation, but this was a whole new type of catastrophic. This was not a matter of saving a life, nor was it a matter of helping someone pass over from the world of the living to the realm of the dead peacefully; no, this was a matter that she hadn't been trained to handle as a mediwitch. Not when it was her.

"There's no need to be sorry," she choked out through tears and a heavy lump in the back of her throat. This was a mess he couldn't solve—not unless he carried around magical remedies for these sort of problems, which she didn't imagine any self-respecting gentleman would do. When push came to shove, Dionisia knew Zelda would be unlikely to have the answers, either, but at least she would have some ideas. Zelda was a problem-solver and would be able to come up with a list of options, whereas Dionisa was too distraught to consider logical solutions.

"There's nothing you can do. There's nothing she can do, really," she responded after taking a moment to clear her throat. With Dionisia's medical knowledge, she knew there was no truly safe way to handle her dilemma; she could risk her own to protect her position, her livelihood, and reputation, but she wasn't sure if she was brave enough to do that. There was also the matter of her belief system, which, despite her efforts to put it aside after learning of her magic, still lingered in the back of her mind. Could she bring herself to such brash, immoral, illegal actions?

No. She couldn't.

Dionisia wiped her tears and tried to sit up straighter in hopes of looking a little more respectable. "Unless..." she said. "You don't happen to know of a place I could live? For maybe nine, ten, twelve months? Outside of Hogsmeade." She bit her lip, hoping he would take the question at face value without thinking deeper. She didn't want him to know, but he was also an adult man who might have resources Zelda didn't.




#6
He gave a pained smile at her first answer to him; she may not want his sympathies, but saying so would hardly undo them now, after seeing the poor girl like this, hunched over in someone else's parlour and trying her best to fight the tears tracked across her face.

Nothing he could do - nothing Zelda could do. She might still be speaking in riddles, but those sentences gave the impression that she was nearing an explanation of some sort, either trying to put some ordeal into words or trying to move on from this mess as gracefully as she could. Ari knew it wouldn't help matters in the slightest, but still, at least it was a gesture of something - he fished a handkerchief out of his pocket, freshly folded and squared away, and paced cautiously over to her, just close enough to press it lightly into her hand. A feeble measure, to be sure. Particularly against the great unknown.

He had been going to retreat again, back to the doorway to grant her at least the impression of privacy, but he glanced up at her face directly, startled by the question she did pose. "Somewhere to live?" He said slowly, entirely surprised by it. "Has something happened with the house?" She lived in Pennyworth, didn't she? In a boarding house, or some arrangement by herself; but nothing had happened with her job as far as he knew, so unless something else had befallen her, she could not be suddenly lacking the wages to pay her way in rent. And Dionisia Tweedy did not seem much like a troublesome tenant, so the idea of her having been thrown out of her residence was similarly implausible. Only - Ari digested the additional parts of her sentence, tried to fit them in to those theories, his previous logic. Outside of Hogsmeade? Only for a year? Not even a year, but nine months? No... he was only thinking back to Zelda again, that was all; he had been too conditioned by that disaster. It could hardly be happening again.

Best banish all far-fetched theories from his mind. It was not his place to intervene. In spite of that, he felt he ought to at least offer the option, in case she found some relief in sharing whatever burden she was facing. "Of course you don't have to tell me a thing," Ari assured her gently - she could just as well tell him to get out and he wouldn't be offended in the slightest - "but I have to ask - if - something happened to you?" Whatever it was, he could at least listen, he supposed. Listen without judgement. In truth, though, he didn't expect her to say.



#7
Dionisia shook her head in response to his first question. Nothing had happened to the house, except that in the coming months it would undoubtedly be empty. If there was no way she could solve her problem through legal, proper means, the only appropriate course of action would be to abandon the world she loved so dearly in search for more suitable arrangements. She would have to find a muggle village, or the slums of muggle London were she wouldn't be found, and attempt to pass herself off as an impoverished widow.

The moment Mr. Fisk didn't answer her question, Dionisia was wholly prepared to wave it off, give some sort of excuse (or, Merlin forbid, lie to him), and run back home until she could find another option. Although... the way he looked down at her, with those soft brown eyes, and the way he spoke, with that soft, gentle tone, gave her momentary pause. She stared up at him with wide eyes, momentarily overcome with the irrational thought that he could see right into her mind. He looked at her as if he must know, but it greatly contradicted how she imagined a respectable gentleman would approach a woman like her.

In a brief moment of vulnerability, Dionisia reached into her pocket and pulled out an envelope. A pink envelope. She'd brought it to show to Zelda as both evidence and a cry for help.

"It wasn't my fault," she said softly, her voice full of regret. "I didn't realize - I never would have. I'm not like that," she finally revealed, "but now—" She looked up at him expectantly. He had to know.




#8
Nothing to do with her boarding situation, then. She had said nothing else yet, only looked at him as though she could explain herself wordlessly, through the unhappy wideness of usually warm brown eyes.

And then she drew an envelope. Pink, lurid - recognisable instantly as part of the phenomenon it had been, though Ari hadn't witnessed one firsthand. He had heard the talk swirling about town, had read the newspaper, had even had a patient or two brought in his ward to wear out the effects of a dangerous potion. Amortentia. He knew just how severe it could be.

"Of course it's not your fault," Ari said firmly, not clear on the details but secure in the knowledge that every love potion had the power to assault the sufferer with an infatuation that was not theirs, and not natural. It did not, in theory, alter one's morality - but to say that anyone forced into feeling so brutally obsessed with an object of affection ever acted in their right mind was equally unfair. Who knew what she - anyone - might have done under the influence. "I'm sure you'll be forgiven for anything that happened..." Society could, occasionally, be capable of pity. The Ministry was undoing annulments as long as the parties had the proof, which was fortunate too... but was that the outcome that Miss Tweedy was so upset about? The newspapers had called the rash of elopements the most severe result of the mayhem, but could there be something worse than that to be facing, after all? Something yet more difficult to undo?

Why, if it had been a hasty elopement - the letters had happened weeks ago, after all, months - Miss Tweedy might be free and absolved again by now. So, perhaps she had given up her virtue (and if it was so, she at least had a better excuse for her mistake than Zelda had) and that was what she had come to regret. Perhaps she knew about Zelda's own trials, and that had been why she had been coming to confide in her. But she hadn't waited to confide in her friend - she was speaking to him? - and she had waited much longer than she might have to do so. Regret was not always so slow to sink in. And Zelda had waited to confess it too, for one particular reason.

No, this was ludicrous. This was insane. It could not be precisely the same problem again; the universe surely did not pull its strings so ironically as this?! "But now...?" He echoed quietly, needing to hear it confirmed to truly believe it. There was a chance he was only jumping to conclusions, wasn't there? And mightn't there be a chance society would let something like this slide with no other ill effects, considering the horrible circumstances? That it could show a little forgiveness to a remorseful girl, just this once?



#9
Dionisia had been lost in thought, trying to figure out how she would explain why she'd acted in such a manner under the effects of a love potion. In truth, there was no proper explanation except to assert that she was a good, moral woman who would never in her right mind consider that course of action; but then again, her memories of those life-changing days seemed almost separate from her other memories, as if she was looking in on them from the outside. It didn't occur to her that Mr. Fisk would make her speak the words aloud, and she stared up at him, still wide-eyed, now with flaming red cheeks.

"This can't be forgiven, Mr. Fisk," she responded remorsefully, her entire face seeming to droop into a hopeless pout. "I'm...." Her mouth hung open with unspoken words that she couldn't manage to push out. It was like a taboo word, one that no woman—or at least, no unmarried woman—should speak. It was almost silly; she was a mediwitch, and she'd asked the similar questions when dealing with injured women before.

Unable to to overcome her shame, Dionisia merely placed her hands across her clothed abdomen. If Ari Fisk couldn't get the message—or couldn't accept it—by now, she might as well wave him away.




#10
Well.

His hunch - fear - hadn't been wrong, and there was utterly no mistaking the meaning of her hand placement. A deafening gesture if ever there had been one.

"I'm sorry," he murmured again in spite of himself, entirely uselessly, letting out a long breath in commiseration and sinking down into a chair across from her. He felt awful for her, and horrendously guilty (never mind that he'd had nothing to do with it, and never mind that, unlike Zelda - who was his baby sister, who had come to him, who he felt responsible for, almost as another parent - this was none of his business at all). Still, after last time still etched readily in his mind, Ari was at least past all judgement, found himself firmly rooted in the camp of sympathy.

He didn't even know which instance was worse, on the whole: Zelda had broken his heart a little - he had never seen his sister quite so small or so young or so lost - and Miss Tweedy must be a little less naive, must know a bit more, as a mediwitch. She had always seemed sensible and practical and down-to-earth, and had clearly managed to diagnose herself. But also, on the other hand, she... didn't have family to help her through, who would stand by her unconditionally. Didn't have anyone, really.

"But what are you going to do -?" Ari began again, after a long pause, an awkward stretch of thinking it over, his brow firmly creased. "Move away?" It made sense on one front, a timely escape, a way to avoid the prying eyes and the whispers and judgements - perhaps she could give the child up, and return as though nothing had happened. But what about her work? How would she support herself for so long, if she fled her job at the hospital with no warning? She would need help, surely -

But she also must know enough, had contemplated long enough, to have figured out the alternatives. He'd had to prepare for that eventuality last time - had at least wrapped his mind around the practical risks and the potential methods, if not come to terms with it - but Miss Tweedy would know the perils better than Zelda. She may have seen them firsthand, in women she'd helped to the hospital. Oh, Merlin.

He didn't, honestly, know why he was asking her at all; she had already confessed to not knowing what to do. But maybe there was something she'd missed. Maybe there was some way to help.



#11
Though the relief temporarily quelled her panic, it soon resumed when she realized simply telling someone would not solve her problems. Now she had to figure out how to solve her problem, but there was no clear solution. In fact, there were only three: move away to a place where no wizard or witch could find her; procure an illegal abortion, which could potentially have catastrophic effects such as death, internal damage, and eternal damnation; and to blackmail—something she wasn't sure she was capable of—the man who'd impregnated her. (And given how violated she'd felt after the potion had faded, she wasn't even sure if she could bring herself to attempt the latter.)

"I'm not sure what else I could manage," she said through silent sobs that shook her chest. "I don't think I could... get rid of it." She looked at him knowingly. "There's too much risk. It's not safe. It's not right." Not to mention that, all things considered, she didn't wish the child dead; if she'd convinced herself it wasn't her  fault, it would be hypocritical to blame to fetus for her misfortune.

"But I also don't have a wealthy aunt in America I can go visit," she thought aloud. "And no one I know of nearby—well, I wouldn't ask them to take that risk. Housing an pregnant, unmarried woman gives society the perception that they agree with such a thing, and... well, you know."

She leaned back in the chair, her head tilted back so she could look up at the ceiling. She wasn't far enough along to show a bump, but rumors would inevitably spread at work; the best scenario would have her coworkers assuming she was vomiting from illness, but even that lead to a mandatory health check.




#12
Ari wanted to press a hand to her shoulder, to steady her against the sobs he could still see tearing through her, only. He didn't know her well enough to warrant that, didn't suppose it would be any comfort from him. Safer to keep his distance, avert his gaze, focus on what she was saying instead of how helpless she looked.

So - she had thought about aborting it, already. He caught her look, gave a fraction of a nod in understanding, could not judge her either way. "I understand," he murmured. It saved him from suggesting it, he supposed, though, regardless, she wasn't prepared to save herself at that cost. And - she had no one, just as he'd known.

He could give her money, perhaps - savings enough to find herself a new situation somewhere. But money did not cover the whole problem; no amount of money he could give would negate the strike against her in judgement. Ari wracked his mind for some Fisk relative of theirs who might take her in temporarily and keep it quiet, but even in their own extended family, there was no one he could think of - and the Fisks could not afford to tie themselves to scandal, not when their own brother-in-law was Minister and eternally facing the scrutiny of the whole magical community.

Still, the thought of leaving her to fend for herself was just as wretched, especially if she refused to ask anyone she knew for help: Merlin, Ari would house her himself, if not for what she said - for society, damned as it was. Putting up a young, unmarried, pregnant woman was... well, it was not exactly the same thing as simply taking in another stray, and he oughtn't convince himself that it was.

"What if you weren't unmarried?" He said, in a low tone, cautious to bring up the option she had not mentioned, and certain she must have considered it. Who was he to know what had happened in her Amortentia haze? Perhaps she couldn't even face thinking back on it. "Have you -" Ari frowned over the words, relieved if she continued staring up at the ceiling, "talked to - the father?" Nothing the man - whoever he was - could offer would be an ideal situation, he was sure, but if he had heard, he would feel obliged to do something, wouldn't he? If Darrow had not been off gallivanting across the globe, he'd sworn he would have done what he could for Zelda. (Not that that revelation had been anything of a relief, but.)



#13
The father. For all Dionisia resented the child that grew within her, she had no desire to co-raise it with the gentleman who'd fathered it. It was a bit choosy of her, perhaps, but there was no guarantee that the man would even say yes—or if he even remembered the situation as she did. Now that she thought about it... had he even been under the effects of the letter? She hadn't seen it when she'd traced him down, and he'd made no romantic declarations as she had, but—well, it didn't mean anything.

"I haven't," she admitted, dropping her gaze to her lap. She should have talked to him; for all she knew, he could want the child, but also... "He was just a stranger. I knew nothing of him, except that he was, um, a bit notorious." A notorious flirt, which meant there could have been more than one lady he'd put in the same situation as her. It was jumping to conclusions, but she wasn't currently disposed to assume the best.

"He was above my station, too, and from one of those families." She bit her lip. "Purebloods." More specifically, the kind of purebloods that don't marry halfbloods or muggleborns. Even if he'd been willing to pay for her living arrangements while she served as an incubator for nine months, that would still require finding living arrangements. Back to square one.

"I've thought about every option that I can think of. There's no proper, legal, or morally-correct way to go about this. It's hopeless." And that was coming from her, she realized—a mediwitich conditioned to believe the exact opposite.




#14
Notorious, and a pureblood. Not good. Definitely not good. Notorious was no stretch from irresponsible, and irresponsible and prejudiced? That was even worse a combination. If there was a chance of the man stepping up, it was a slim one - and if he was notorious enough already, even the threat of a brewing scandal would not be an inducement to concede anything to the poor girl. Never mind that even if he could be convinced to marry her, Miss Tweedy would probably be thoroughly unhappy.

"I see," Ari acknowledged, with a bitter sigh on her behalf. Was there a way this could turn out in which she wouldn't be thoroughly unhappy, though? It was as she said. She had contemplated all her options, and found them hopeless. It didn't seem right, that a talented, hard-working young woman should see her life in such tatters before her - and she had not even been at fault for it. One didn't have to know her at all to see that.

And how could he do nothing, now he knew? There was a warning voice in his head, a tone that told him think twice - this was not his problem to meddle in - this would not help anyone in the long run. But there was a possibility that it might; a possibility that it might even solve more problems than one. "There might actually be another option," Ari said quietly, out of the blue. It was a risk of its own, another move she might come to regret, skirting not too far from scandal itself - but there was nothing, really, to prevent it. Except that she would say no, of course. Perhaps it was this certainty that granted him the nerve to offer it, soft but seriously. The voice was his, but the words - they might have been a stranger speaking.

(But at least he could offer something.)

"You could marry me."


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#15
Through the moments of silence, Dionisia tilted her head to look at Mr. Fisk. He was a gentleman—no, better than a gentleman—to show such sincerity, such sympathy, during the crisis he had no obligation to be involved in. Gentleman would offer their condolences and, if she were lucky, be discreet about her situation, but Mr. Fisk was—well, more. He actively sought to offer the solutions she thought only Zelda would be able to offer.

And, as it soon became apparent, he came with even more surprises.

"You would do that?" she asked. "Marry me?" She'd unknowingly straightened her postured by this point, her eyes so wide her lashed nearly touched her brows. She was so surprised by his offer—that he would offer, knowing the full extent of her situation, and not to mention the differences in their social standing—that she didn't even think to answer in that moment. It would be easy to assume he was offering simply to be nice, but no gentleman like Ari Fisk would make a proposal without meaning it.

"I - I - I." Lost for words she was, and all that remained was the shocked expression on her face. Surely he didn't want to marry her. Of course he didn't. They'd never been particularly close in all the years she'd known him, so he must have been offering to be gallant. "There must be someone else you'd rather marry. I can't believe that a man such as yourself"—an eligible one, with a number of connections and money of his own—"would willingly condemn himself to such a disadvantageous match?" And there, in the moment in need, where her options were limited and a respectable gentleman was offering her a solution, did she find her senses.

By marrying her, not only would he be taking in a ruined woman, but also laying claim to a child he knew wasn't his own. He'd presumably have to lie to his family—and not to mention suffer the sting of gossip.

"I'm in no position to refuse," she began slowly, "but you are under no obligation to solve my problems. Not at all." He was not her father, he was not the baby's. He was not even a close friend—only the brother of one.




#16
Her surprise was palpable, a wave of disbelief - and no wonder. It was absurd. It made utterly no sense. And she had all but asked him why he would have proposed such a thing, and now Ari was bound to explain himself to her.

What did he possibly dare explain, though? She may not even know that Zelda had been through a very similar dilemma earlier this year, that he had been faced with all the fears of this within his own family, had spent hours, days, weeks dwelling on it already... He could hardly tell her to her face how despairing and desperate and vulnerable she looked, how he felt responsible for her even though he barely knew her, how if she fled her life and took her chances alone in the world he would probably find himself thinking of her despite himself, passing faces in the street and remembering her helpless look, the same way faces of old patients reappeared before his eyes sometimes at night, mistakes he'd made and chances lost, flashing sharper than they'd ever been in life... And certainly he could not tell her that, in truth, it was only a self-serving suggestion; that marrying him would be an utter manipulation of her, a cover-up of a secret still more shameful than hers; that it was worse, worse than anything he had ever done.

"I would," he said instead, hating himself just a little. "Hear me out," he added quietly, thinking it out aloud. "It would be no great inconvenience to me. And nothing would need change, truly; I live nearby - you wouldn't have to move away - you would be able to keep working at the hospital -" even after the child was born, if she so chose; he would only be husband in status, in name, didn't have to impose anything else on her if it would see her unhappy - "and indeed, you already know our family -" he waved a hand about the parlour in illustration.

These were easy reasons, though, things she could conclude without his help, and they weren't quite answering her questions. A man such as himself; oh, but Miss Tweedy could not profess to know what sort of a man he was. "I know you don't know me very well," Ari continued, with a new degree of hesitation, "but please believe me when I say I've never cared about making an advantageous match." He gave her a small, sad smile - and with it, drew evasively around the real truth, the nearest he dared. "And I've no plans to marry anyone else, so you needn't worry."

"You don't have to say yes," he assured her - however limited her options, she would have to do what she thought was right - "but if there's some good to be done in this, Miss Tweedy, I should like to do it."



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