9 December, 1890

Daffy,

I know it seems a little silly to write now when I come home in a few days but well, I think need your advice, Daffy. I'd ask Dahlia, but she's still here at Hogwarts and I really don't want her babying me and trying to get involved rather than just having someone to talk to. Anyway, it is about my friends. I'm not entirely sure what happened to start the whole thing off but it seems like someone is always fighting and it just rotates around who it is and it has been like that the whole year.

At first, Sloane and Cameron seemed kinda distant - which is strange. At least for Sloane. I've been friends with Sloane for as long as I can remember and I don't remember a time where we didn't tell each other everything. Then Sisse started to avoid everyone and that sort of triggered everyone to take sides and I hate it. Sisse, Ned, and Alice were on one side and then Cam and Sloane on the other and it just felt like they expected me to choose sides as well?

Sisse and Sloane seemed to have made up around the time Alice and Cameron started to fight and everyone is still just tiptoeing around everyone and I just don't know what to do, Daffy? I've tried to stay everyone's friend, offered up if anyone needs to talk, I even tried to play the neutral middle man - well person. Everyone played nice for my birthday last month, but it just felt like walking on eggshells.

I know it is silly to feel like this, but it just makes me feel like what if I am not a good enough friend? Why else would anyone not want to talk to me then that they don't trust me? I just want everything to go back to how it was before - when everyone got along. I just want to be able to fix everything and I just don't know how? But how can I when I don't even know what is wrong?

Love,
Calla

@'daffodil potts'

  

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December 11th, 1890

Calla,

It's no bother, you've got something on your mind and there's never a wrong time to wish to speak about it.

Though I wish I had better advice for you, I would be handling your situation the same way you are. There isn't much you can do unfortunately. At least it sounds like. I am no expert, but all friendships go through ups and downs.  The older you get, the more things change. Everyone handles it differently. I think as long as your friends know you are there for them and you continue to be available, they'll eventually recognize you as who they need.

Have you directly asked anyone what happened, if it was something specific? I'm sorry you're going through this, but you'll figure it out. I know you will.

Fondly,
Daffy

  

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