Merlin she was over crying all the time. She quickly swiped at the few tears that fell, trying to keep from making a scene. Something had to give and that something was quidditch. One less thing to worry about, one less distraction from her studies, more time to spend with friends and try to fix all of the fraying threads barely holding them together. Maybe she and Cam could fix things if she wasn't a disappointment on the pitch, if they just had time to talk.

Nothing Cameron was saying made any sense and so so looked up him in confusion. For half a second she thought maybe he'd given in, but as he continued something in the pit of her stomach dropped. "I don't understand, what..?" She said bluntly, watery blue eyes concentrating on his face, really looking at him and she was devastated by his expression. He looked so sad and defeated even though he just said he didn't care about quidditch...