She tried not to let it get to her. The jealousy that was growing deep inside the pit of her stomach and the feeling that the world was just unfair. She wanted to be a part of the world so bad that it felt like it ate at her and was turning her into a person that she didn't very much like.
She knew that it wasn't Cam's fault.
She knew that and that logically it wasn't a good idea to take her frustrations out on Cam but she wasn't very good at keeping secrets. Well... not that she wasn't good at it she just didn't have very good practice at it because she didn't understand the point of them. Keeping the wizarding world a secret had been hard enough as had explaining it all to the local children that her brother got to go off to a special school and was only home for the holidays when they asked what he was doing.
She'd fumbled it then and she was fumbling it now.
She tried not to let her jealousy and desire show and tried to focus on the book infront of her. Cam was just so lucky and yet here he was complaining about having to do something that had to do with magic. The length while it sounding daunting was probably just Cam exaggerating the work load. She very much doubted that a teacher, a professor would get them to do something they couldn't do.
"Yeh... that sounds terrible..." She responded trying sound sympathetic though it was highly likely that it came across as sarcasm. She hoped against hope that she would get her letter just like Cam soon and go away with him because she was not good at this lying thing at all. She must be magic. Cam was and they were siblings even if Cam didn't think she could be magic she must be. She didn't want to live a life that was just so.... boring. It would be so hard watching Cam, and Maddie and Oakshaft have exciting lives at a magic school while she stayed home. Inevitably if it happened just like everybody assumed it would....She promised herself she would get better at lying because if she spent her life making her family feel miserable because she was jealous of them all she would feel even more miserable than she already did right that second.
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Thanks go to the marvelous MJ for her sensational set.
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She knew that it wasn't Cam's fault.
She knew that and that logically it wasn't a good idea to take her frustrations out on Cam but she wasn't very good at keeping secrets. Well... not that she wasn't good at it she just didn't have very good practice at it because she didn't understand the point of them. Keeping the wizarding world a secret had been hard enough as had explaining it all to the local children that her brother got to go off to a special school and was only home for the holidays when they asked what he was doing.
She'd fumbled it then and she was fumbling it now.
She tried not to let her jealousy and desire show and tried to focus on the book infront of her. Cam was just so lucky and yet here he was complaining about having to do something that had to do with magic. The length while it sounding daunting was probably just Cam exaggerating the work load. She very much doubted that a teacher, a professor would get them to do something they couldn't do.
"Yeh... that sounds terrible..." She responded trying sound sympathetic though it was highly likely that it came across as sarcasm. She hoped against hope that she would get her letter just like Cam soon and go away with him because she was not good at this lying thing at all. She must be magic. Cam was and they were siblings even if Cam didn't think she could be magic she must be. She didn't want to live a life that was just so.... boring. It would be so hard watching Cam, and Maddie and Oakshaft have exciting lives at a magic school while she stayed home. Inevitably if it happened just like everybody assumed it would....She promised herself she would get better at lying because if she spent her life making her family feel miserable because she was jealous of them all she would feel even more miserable than she already did right that second.
Thanks go to the marvelous MJ for her sensational set.