Summer, 1889 — Spain
As the sun set, Don Juan Dempsey stood alone in the overhang of a decorated archway and smoked a cigarette. The entryway of the building had been done in estilo churrigueresco, which he recognized because he'd written his mother a seven-page letter on the peculiarities of Churrigueresque architecture. She had previously written him the Dempsey matriarch equivalent of what the hell are you doing and waxing poetic about the construction of the buildings around where he was staying had seemed the best way to both avoid answering the question and distract her from asking any new ones. His mother's letter was one of many he'd received since he'd been abroad — he was, as best as he could tell, temporarily infamous back home. Everyone wanted the story. He deflected all of their questions about what had happened with stories about what was currently happening — of a sort. He wrote paragraphs upon paragraphs about how diverting, how delightful, how gay a time he was having in Spain. Knitting all of his various correspondence together would have created a delightful vignette of the Spanish country and culture and people, and would have said next to nothing about the Yaxley affair. One might have supposed he'd already quite forgotten it.
The letters he wrote described life as he wished it was, as if by repeatedly claiming gaiety and lightness of spirit he could will it into existence. In reality he hadn't done much of anything since arriving other than sulking and smoking and writing letters. One letter was conspicuously absent. Elfrieda hadn't written him. She likely never would, if she had gone this long without doing so. He didn't know how her end of their tragedy had resolved itself; maybe she had taken her husband's side, or maybe he had sent her away, or maybe she was being kept under such close scrutiny she could not scratch out even a superficial missive without being caught in the act. Perhaps she didn't want to hear from him. He had almost certainly ruined her life forever, if there was even a shred of credibility in the things people told them they had heard, in their letters.
He missed her. He felt pathetic admitting it even to himself. Alone in a foreign country, pining after a married woman. Alone by choice, mostly — he was technically at a party right now, this very moment, and yet here he was skulking in the puerto de estilo churrigueresco smoking and watching the sunset. Nothing, he realized, was ever going to improve this way. He had to at least try to do any of the things he'd claimed to be doing in his missives back to England. So he stubbed the cigarette out on one of the sculpted grape leaves twining up the sides of the entryway and headed back inside, determined to find someone to dance with.
He chose her from the crowd because she reminded him of Elfie. Not her appearance, necessarily, but something about her expression; trepidation mixed with curiosity in her eyes, and a hunger somewhere beneath them. The look of someone who knew they wanted so much more than what was laid before them, but hesitant to take any steps to realize it.
"Perdóname, señorita," he said by way of greeting; his Spanish wasn't good enough to manage proper introductions, but he had at least gotten her attention. He offered her a smile and asked with a tilt of his head towards the dance floor, "¿Te gusta bailando?"
[* Errors in Spanish grammar and vocabulary are intentional; Don Juan's Spanish is subpar.]The letters he wrote described life as he wished it was, as if by repeatedly claiming gaiety and lightness of spirit he could will it into existence. In reality he hadn't done much of anything since arriving other than sulking and smoking and writing letters. One letter was conspicuously absent. Elfrieda hadn't written him. She likely never would, if she had gone this long without doing so. He didn't know how her end of their tragedy had resolved itself; maybe she had taken her husband's side, or maybe he had sent her away, or maybe she was being kept under such close scrutiny she could not scratch out even a superficial missive without being caught in the act. Perhaps she didn't want to hear from him. He had almost certainly ruined her life forever, if there was even a shred of credibility in the things people told them they had heard, in their letters.
He missed her. He felt pathetic admitting it even to himself. Alone in a foreign country, pining after a married woman. Alone by choice, mostly — he was technically at a party right now, this very moment, and yet here he was skulking in the puerto de estilo churrigueresco smoking and watching the sunset. Nothing, he realized, was ever going to improve this way. He had to at least try to do any of the things he'd claimed to be doing in his missives back to England. So he stubbed the cigarette out on one of the sculpted grape leaves twining up the sides of the entryway and headed back inside, determined to find someone to dance with.
He chose her from the crowd because she reminded him of Elfie. Not her appearance, necessarily, but something about her expression; trepidation mixed with curiosity in her eyes, and a hunger somewhere beneath them. The look of someone who knew they wanted so much more than what was laid before them, but hesitant to take any steps to realize it.
"Perdóname, señorita," he said by way of greeting; his Spanish wasn't good enough to manage proper introductions, but he had at least gotten her attention. He offered her a smile and asked with a tilt of his head towards the dance floor, "¿Te gusta bailando?"
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