19 April, 1895 — London Party
Someone get a healer. The words were said with urgency, by whom he couldn't recall. Maybe it had been him. Don Juan had certainly noticed how the woman's breathing had grown shallow and hitched, and he'd seen the hint of blue beneath her fingernails. At the time he had perhaps been in one of the best positions to notice anything, since everyone else's senses were dulled by one or more substances. Don Juan was sober except the alcohol he'd had tonight, because he was always fucking sober these days. This wasn't the sort of party where you were supposed to be sober, so he'd had a lot to drink, and since the fuss had started he'd been feeling disconnected for entirely different reasons.
Things moved quickly, or maybe he only thought they did. Someone knew a healer who wouldn't take names or spread stories. Someone had something in their medicine cabinet that could get her to throw up. It was unclear whether this helped anything, really, but it was conventional wisdom amongst addicts that any emergency brought on by something you'd taken could probably be helped by vomiting. Don Juan left the room to the sound of the woman wretching and panting for breath. He was mostly undressed — it was that kind of party — and couldn't muster up the memory of where his clothes, specifically, had ended up. Probably some of them were in the room with the woman and the crowd of people trying to help her, in which case he might never see them again. He wasn't going back in there.
Griffith had something that could have helped her. It had brought him back from a worse state before. This was useless knowledge, though; Griffith was tucked away at Hogwarts, and presumably not taking his letters (not that Don Juan had tried to write). He didn't know what was in it, so he couldn't have even tried a ham fisted reproduction. Was it strange that he'd never asked about what was in the substance that saved his life before? He hadn't expected he would need to know. The cure was, in his mind, bound up with Griffith in the same way the drug had been. He hadn't anticipated existing post-Griffith; it hadn't seemed to matter.
He found his coat and slipped it on over his bare chest. He left it hanging loose when he went out to the back garden. He needed the pockets, primarily, more than the cover. The cold was good, but he needed a cigarette.
His hands were shaking too badly to light it for the first minute, two, five. He sat on the stone wall that separated the patio seating from the flower garden, facing away from the house. The woman inside was probably not dying. They'd gotten her to throw up, and that could fix anything, or so he had supposed once. He lit the cigarette. The smell made him feel nauseous, but he took a drag regardless. He wanted to be at Dean's, but there was too much happening in the house behind him for him to get to the floo, and even if there wasn't he couldn't show up in this state. He needed to calm himself down, find some clothes, rehearse the story he wanted to tell when he arrived. He finished his cigarette and pulled out another. Six cigarettes left in his case. Hopefully that would be enough.
Things moved quickly, or maybe he only thought they did. Someone knew a healer who wouldn't take names or spread stories. Someone had something in their medicine cabinet that could get her to throw up. It was unclear whether this helped anything, really, but it was conventional wisdom amongst addicts that any emergency brought on by something you'd taken could probably be helped by vomiting. Don Juan left the room to the sound of the woman wretching and panting for breath. He was mostly undressed — it was that kind of party — and couldn't muster up the memory of where his clothes, specifically, had ended up. Probably some of them were in the room with the woman and the crowd of people trying to help her, in which case he might never see them again. He wasn't going back in there.
Griffith had something that could have helped her. It had brought him back from a worse state before. This was useless knowledge, though; Griffith was tucked away at Hogwarts, and presumably not taking his letters (not that Don Juan had tried to write). He didn't know what was in it, so he couldn't have even tried a ham fisted reproduction. Was it strange that he'd never asked about what was in the substance that saved his life before? He hadn't expected he would need to know. The cure was, in his mind, bound up with Griffith in the same way the drug had been. He hadn't anticipated existing post-Griffith; it hadn't seemed to matter.
He found his coat and slipped it on over his bare chest. He left it hanging loose when he went out to the back garden. He needed the pockets, primarily, more than the cover. The cold was good, but he needed a cigarette.
His hands were shaking too badly to light it for the first minute, two, five. He sat on the stone wall that separated the patio seating from the flower garden, facing away from the house. The woman inside was probably not dying. They'd gotten her to throw up, and that could fix anything, or so he had supposed once. He lit the cigarette. The smell made him feel nauseous, but he took a drag regardless. He wanted to be at Dean's, but there was too much happening in the house behind him for him to get to the floo, and even if there wasn't he couldn't show up in this state. He needed to calm himself down, find some clothes, rehearse the story he wanted to tell when he arrived. He finished his cigarette and pulled out another. Six cigarettes left in his case. Hopefully that would be enough.
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