There are ways of having a husband without having children, or so one of my coworkers explained to me. It isn't without risk (which is how I discovered the options at all) but there are ways. I mean, should you and Cameron decide to work through the difficulties, there are ways to be married without becoming a mother so young. I most certainly wouldn't like to be a mother any time soon either.

Calla and Sisse write often. Edison too when he has a spare moment. His and I letters are more like passing notes in a classroom than a true letter. In some ways I almost prefer those letters as they feel more like I'm there, you know? I'm not sure if I'm explaining that right, as I most certainly don't mean that I don't enjoy these letters as well. I don't know - I suppose I just miss the ease at which I used to be able to communicate with everyone.

I'll do my best to be there on the 12th! Hopefully the schedule allows for me to sneak away for a few hours at least. And I'll ask my parents about a sleepover tonight!