1st of September, 1895 — Hogwarts Great Hall
Before the Sorting
There was majesty in the vaulted ceilings of the Great Hall, and Silas might have been none the wiser for stepping inside a cathedral instead. Tapestries hung against the walls while stained glass imagery loomed above, yet these lacked the pastoral iconography of his childhood stories. For a boy raised to be curious, but faithful, Silas had tried his best to discern a message from the dreamlike quality of these visions. The castle, the stones beneath his feet, the children around him, they all seemed so real and still so otherworldy. He was ready to be a faithful servant, to perform the necessary deeds for his belief, if only he could figure out what those were before he woke up. Before the Sorting
Before this dream of his turned into a waking nightmare instead.
'Whatever my lot, Thou hast taught me to say it is well, it is well with my soul...' The erstwhile chorister recited the words of the hymn from memory, clinging to them as a lifeline. Silas didn't want to move his feet, only doing so begrudgingly with the line beginning to bulge behind him and the gap to the children ahead, willingly about to be inducted into this nightmare, began to grow. Portraits whispered from the walls, and no portrait in a church had ever whispered. Candles floated above his head, and no candle had ever floated in church either. Any comparison to a cathedral was much too unfair to the likes of a cathedral governed by men; men ordained by holy power but men nonetheless.
Silas had believed the professor who said his name was written down upon his birth, he had believed in the divinity of the gift being offered to him. And now in the midst of it, what the boy saw could not convince him of its holiness. Children shrouded in black robes and pointed hats, paintings that moved of their own accord, a ceiling bewitched to appear as if it might not be there at all...these were the hallmarks of such a divine gift? Worse yet, those overseeing the whole affair, grown and entrusted with the education of their pupils, whose number they now counted him among, seemed to have not a single problem with any of it. Perhaps this was all simply a test of his faith, as Mama and Papa had told him, but for the once-curious boy, grandson of nobleman and clergy, the only thing left that made any sense to Silas was his faith.
He didn't want it to be tested, he didn't want to be tested at all.
"Don't you see it?" He asked of another child near him, who brushed past him instead to join those in the line ahead. He tried with another, "Things aren't supposed to be like this." And another, "Candles aren't supposed to float, paintings aren't supposed to move..."
This was the nightmare come upon him at last. Promises had been whispered to him, cloaked in the garb of divinity and demonstrated by miracles he'd believed once to be true, and now Silas was caught in their prickly grasp. He turned and turned, looking to someone, anyone, who might help. Anyone who might listen. A tempest within him boiled at his bitten lips, shut tight lest he cry out too loudly and wake whatever it was that kept him asleep. All he wanted to do was wake up, all he wanted to do was scream, and only one of those desires won out.
"THIS IS BLASPHEMY!"
OOC: Open to any first years, professors, or concerned students at Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw tables (in the middle of the great hall according to GHRS order).
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