“And I made the choice to help see you home,” He said – a slight air of aggravation in his tone, “I had a choice and I, myself, made it.” Why didn’t she understand that? He wasn’t doing what he did because he was being forced to by the forces of nature; he was doing it because he wanted to. It wasn’t a difficult concept and Charles wanted her to see that.
Her question, however, put him on edge a little. He hated it – but he’d said he would answer and he wasn’t one to back down on his word.
Hesitating a little, Charles finished off the glass and bit his lower lip. His eyes fixed onto hers and he exhaled deeply, trying his best not to say anything. A few seconds passed without answer before he opened his mouth and spoke, as quietly as he could, “because I…” His eyes shifted to the rum as he grabbed the bottle, though made no attempt to drink more – he was trying to stop himself.
His eyes turned back to her as the rum found its way back into his glass, “Because I enjoy your company.” He said.
He felt as if that wasn’t enough though he wasn’t going to allow her into his heart. Not yet.