May, 1895.
Augustus—
I write to you in great pain of what I am going to need to ask.
Please, my dearest— no, my only real friend— don’t ask me to change my mind. Only you know what it has been to suffer this distance, however peripherally I have allowed the ache to burden you. I beg— beg you, Gus. I need assistance just one more time, and then you’ll be rid of me and this Gordian knot for good. I forswear it.
I’m including an address to the loft I have made a nest of these past months. France— or Paris, rather— has proven quite amenable to one of my afflicted nature. I will not irritate you with the details, but I’ve found the underground here to be particularly useful in exploring both the instant gratification of relief and some longer term solutions. It is for one of these that I ask your assistance, my dearest professor of the dark arts. Come at the end of the month.
What is left of my sanity comes and goes in waves. I would not ask such a thing, nor risk putting ink to parchment in this way if there was anything else to be done. You know me almost as well as
You know me Augustus. You are the only one who could.
I hope I can count on you this one last time.
Willing to be yours alone, in this life and every other,
Vincent
[The parchment is splattered, messy, crumpled and the owl harried. He’s missing too many feathers and maybe some few marbles. The letter has evidently not been easy to deliver, by either party.]
Gus Lissington & muse song
Gus Lissington & muse song
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