7 June, 1891
Sisse,
But I don't want to think of that yet. Please don't make me do so. I dread that day so much. When we leave those walls, everyone has so many different lives. There are so many of you I likely may have never met if it wasn't for Hogwarts and I do not know how I'll go from seeing you all every day to not. If it is sometimes hard to meet now, how will that change when we are all adults with jobs or families. When society no longer thinks we are suited to be friendly to each other. I hope I never see those walls come in between us. I'm scared of losing touch with Alice and Ned the most, honestly. It is so easy to forget these things within the walls of the castle.
We'll have to be intentional and schedule activities. But honestly, even if it is closer than ever, it still seems so far away. I've started to think about internships and jobs now that we are upon our O.W.L.s but it is so hard to see myself outside of school as an adult. I can see Cam and Sloane playing quidditch but the rest of us, I don't know. Can you imagine us ten years from now with our own families?
I'm sorry, I'm being silly dwelling on things years from now that I can't change.
My sisters get them most of the time, but honestly some times I get too impatient to wait for them to finish what they are doing to help me. So I suppose that is on me. But still, I wish they weren't so strict on underaged magic. We live in
Hogsmeade. There are literally no muggles to see. but even with my complaints, I love the shop and the greenhouse. I miss my toadstools* so it has been really nice to come back to check on them. I always miss them. So I don't think it is strange to miss lessons. I just don't miss staying up to odd hours to write an essay.
Wednesday it shall be then. I've already told Momma that I'll be coming by. Senna has offered to drop me off and pick me up as well. I think it will be good to include your mother, though I'd like to have some time to catch up as well. And with your mother's history, I'm sure she'd be helpful. And first-hand evidence right? We have to convince her. Though part of me worries that all of this will be pointless if she asks me about Quidditch. Should I lie to her? Or would that be worse?
I miss you as well, Sisse. And thank you for being a wonderful friend as well. Even if I'm not truly into the dresses and society world your mother likes, it has been quite fun to plan this. And who knows, maybe I'll learn something.
Calla *Calla has had a patch of leaping toadstools she's been looking after in the greenhouse since pre-hogwarts.