23 October, 1892
Alice,
Very well, I shall respect your wishes.
See just like I said. It's just like we
are together, Alice. I swear I can hear you worrying. It wouldn't be too much if there is only one of them - besides they are only the size of my hand. But don't worry, I only jest. While I do think it would make a novel pet - and experience, unlike Cam and Bixy, I do, in fact, have common sense. I'll refrain from adopting a small dragon until after I graduate. But I do wish I had Ethel all the same. But the new COMC professor this year did bring a couple of hippogriffs she has some of the newt students helping with so I shall have to pacify myself with that, I suppose.
But I believe you. About the burns, I mean. Even just bumping the fire crabs over the summer if you weren't wearing your dragon leather gloves hurt. Truthfully, I do not know what debridement means - and I'm not entirely sure I want to right now. It doesn't sound like a pleasant word. I do hope that person is okay. Did anyone follow up with you about him?
I would like to think they do. And that they miss me dreadfully - but not too dreadfully. I would hate for them to be miserable. But oh yes, Alice! I would absolutely adore going with you over the holidays. I can give you a personalized tour and tell you all about the animals - at least the ones I'd think you'd like or ones you ask about. You know when I get back - just let me know your schedule and when you might be free to meet. I'm sure I can slip away from the shop easily enough. I'll tell Dahlia if she covers my shift I'll cover hers for the next tea she wants to go to or something. I'll let you choose if you want to invite anyone else and if so who! I really don't mind.
It is a shame it will be far too cold to come to visit and swim through.
But what would you do during the school year? When they are back in the castle? Would you be all alone? That sounds quite lonely. To only have company a few months of the year. I wouldn't know what to do in all that silence after hearing everyone babble on for my entire life. I like having Dahlia or the other Hufflepuff girls for company - I'd feel lost without even just hearing someone next to me.
Wait really? it is something you've thought about? What prompted it this summer? You are only sixteen after all. Or do you fancy yourself in love? Is that it? Who? You'll have to tell me everything! Wait, Cameron? Bleg. Ew. I need to wash my head out now - thank you. Marrying Cameron would be like having to marry your brother. And he doesn't kiss well. At least not when he is drunk. So really, beyond a friendship, you really aren't missing anything there. But really, I know you hate when I meddle, but I'd be happy to try and talk to Cameron if you want me to. Maybe an outside perspective might help him come to terms. Maybe?
I am sorry that you feel that way though. I wish I could just take everyone and tie them together and never let go. I fear once we all leave school that the past five years will just fade away into nothing more than school time memories and I really really don't want that for us. Cam, Ned, and Lester all graduate this year and then it will just be us five girls.
Oh, no! Don't think that way, Alice. Anyone who doesn't love your siblings isn't worth your time. They are only children. They'll grow up too just like you. Besides, do you really, truly, think you could permanently bear to part from them? But when you do find someone, you'll have to introduce us as I will not allow our friendship to be merely schooltime memories. He'll have to grow used to seeing me around quite often - as much as you tolerate me I suppose.
Let me know if you wish me to ask Mr. Selwyn anything about it. Perhaps they offer scholarships - or, probably, the services like newt tests are cheaper than any kind of post-school studies someone like him would be interested in.
I miss you more than the fire crabs probably miss me.
your friend,
Calla