In a matter of moments, Estelle had grown increasingly convinced that her theory held water. He had murdered her, and that explained why he was feigning confusion, why he refused to acknowledge the truth, why he was attempting to gaslight her into thinking nothing had happened at all; he was too calm to be a moral, sympathetic gentleman upon encountering a lady who was dead. No, he was evidently trying to cover up his guilt. He had leapt back at her unbuttoning her collar because he was afraid he would see his own handprints in the bruising there, and have to acknowledge his own crimes. If she had caught him turning his wand on her, Estelle might even be half-convinced he had already tried to destabilise her with a babbling charm, that would make her keep talking and confuse her own story. The true story. He had sent his colleague off to the crime-scene, certain that he had already erased any footprint of his actions, and lest an impartial party heard her complaint. But, if anyone ought to be sent to an asylum, it was him: no doubt a serial killer, secretly prowling the streets looking to find unsuspecting victims in upstanding young ladies. What was the name the muggles had had, a few years ago? Oh yes. Jack the Ripper.
In her mind, Estelle was already picturing herself telling her story later, a hundred times, with a great deal of flourish and flair – and preferably to sold out crowds. That was, if it had not all come crashing down around her at once –
For he was trying to tell her the lies he had been peddling all the while, and had lifted his hand – in Estelle’s mind, this was nothing to do with her fit of pique and hysterical, near-fainting state, but another frenzy of rage of his; dear Merlin, he was going to try and throttle her again! – and, ghost or no, Estelle’s instinct this time was to defend herself. Physically.
She was a ghost, so casting a spell was out of the question. (Never mind that she so rarely lowered herself to using practical magic; since her NEWT meltdown and the memories of her practical exams embedded in her memory, Estelle had rigidly professed to everyone who knew her that actually casting spells on a day-to-day basis was for plebeians who needed magic, because they could not afford everything they wanted for themselves, or did not have anyone to perform the job of fetching things. And Estelle was a well-bred woman of society, so she had no need of jinxes. Naturally.)
So, instead – whether in self-defence or in some not-quite-so-well-buried fury of her own – Estelle leapt forwards to bat him away. She swatted bodily at his arm, in case he meant to touch her with it... But, in doing so, where Estelle had expected to see her arm slice through him like a flash-flood of icy water, to induce nothing more in him than a heartbeat of shock and discomfort – enough to stun him, and make him think again – her arm had... not. In fact, flesh met flesh (or rather, her hand collided with his sleeve) and her slap stung. She recoiled, eyes wide and horrified. For if she could touch him – had touched him – that must mean she was... corporeal. Estelle stared down at her arm, frozen in place, and then back up at the young constable. She reached out and patted him again – vaguely on his shoulder – almost as if she were blind or it was dark, and she was testing the space. But there was nothing extraordinary to it: he had a body, and she was in contact with it. This was not what it was to be a spirit.
Which meant he was... right? No. No, that couldn’t be. Estelle stared at him, her hand hanging uselessly in mid-air as she reconfigured the state of the world around her. There was another flush creeping into her face, because if she wasn’t dead, then she must be crazy. What had the world come to? Well, perhaps she was! Perhaps he was right about it all!
“I –” Estelle began, trying to hold herself straight and tall and upright, unimpeachable, but the sentence stuttering out before she had made any progress with it. “I –” there were words on her tongue that she utterly refused to use – it was a sincere truth that she would rather die than say I was wrong – so she just frowned at him as if that were enough to express her change of mindset. “I had received a letter, and was just about to read it as I walked –” Estelle explained, a little lamely, not quite able to meet his eye. She gestured over at his colleague, to say over there, as if reading a letter could possibly explain this! What sort of news could she have received in it that could have shaken her so? Had she been cursed? This made even less sense than before.
Estelle dropped her arm, belatedly, to her side, at a loss. Her frown abruptly became a pout and her gaze a touch imploring towards him; as if now, in spite of all her earlier outbursts, she really deserved this constable’s sympathy.