I know what you meant and that it's not easy for you. I also don't want you to tell me things just because you think it's what I want to hear. Honestly I sort of wish that Jo had just left me alone about this instead of writing because now I just feel annoyed about it all over again.
Z. Fisk
Feb 15th
Z,
I wouldn't lie to you, if that's what you mean. I just don't know what to say, if you don't have specific questions, because if I thought there was anything going on with Jo that you ought to be worried about, I wouldn't have been doing those things to begin with.
It's hard to explain the way I feel about Jo. It takes me a long time to become friends with someone — with Pablo we were literally alone in the wilderness for years before I admitted to liking him — and when I met her last year it happened all at once, like I'd known her a long time, but at the end of the day we're still just friends. English society doesn't really like the idea of men and women being friends, so of course it's not something Jo wants to talk about openly, but it's really nothing more. Nothing has happened or could ever happen with her that would make me feel any differently about you.
Alfred