Recently was meant to entail the past five months Bella! Figuring that some news articles are all I had to go off when my best friend disappeared off the face of the earth and was apparently beat by her family. I was worried sick for you Bella and I had no way of making sure you were okay. I didn't where you were. I didn't even know if you were alive!

Trust me when I say I know what it's like to feel constantly the lesser. I've got six sisters and the only thing saving me from being the lowest is my sister got herself knocked up before she was married. But ya know she's gone and no one talks about her so I might as well be.

So pardon me, your not so true friend, for being worried. And sorry my own self doubt is inconvenient for your five month long 'solitude'. As far as I was concerned, friends were supposed to be there for each other. Not leave them alone when they needed help!

Your Self Entitled 'Friend'

This is not freaking about me and my safety, Bella. This is about you so I'm not sure where you pulled that statement out of. But maybe that should tell me something that while I was worried about you, you were more worried about your problems that you couldn't even spare a second to wonder if your friend was doing okay.

I had my own issues, but I still managed to pull out of the self-centric little bubble I live in to worry about the safety of my friend. Who maybe would've been some form of support during your issues even if she hadn't been through the same things because she is a decent person who wants to be there for her friends. Because, maybe the thought hadn't crossed your mind yet, that you aren't high and mighty and perfect and you know, can ask for help!

The fact you assume I am anything like that self-entitled brat - yes, I know she was your friend but never once did I say I liked her - is highly offending. But you point out the flaw in your own argument. How in the freaking world am I supposed to know if anything is happening to you if you fall off the face of the earth? Maybe I would have wanted to visit you if you were sick!

I am done fighting you. If you want friends, maybe you should rethink your additude. I'm still here when you decide you can't handle everything the world like to throw at people by yourself. I am done chasing and looking pathetic. It is your move now Bella, I'm done.