March 4, 1892
Dear Maddie,
You are a darling angel, and I am truly grateful for your assistance in this matter. My fiancé is a kind man with a gentle heart. He was ever so upset when he got the letter from the Ministry, but I am grateful to say that it never once felt as though that anger was towards me. It truly shows what is in a man's heart when you know how he behaves when upset.
Compared to complete strangers with whatever views on half-breeds that their parents and other unrelated influences have taught them to believe, I should hope that a character reference from someone who knows me will help a great deal. I have been writing to several people who know me - though are not related to me, as I try to keep away from too much conflict of interest - in the hopes that enough informed insight into the matter would be enough to move anyone to see that this trial is merely a waste of time and Ministry resources. Of course, I do not mean to put any specific notion into your mind as to what you should say. This should be entirely your view, not my own. Perhaps your views are different from my own, and I have no right to judge you if so.
Of course, you are correct as to where the career is concerned. Perhaps it would be best to hand in my notice two weeks or so before the wedding. That is a fair time of notice. But it does break my heart to think of leaving the hospital. I am sure, however, that my heart will be lit anew through my marriage and any children. Oh goodness, one thing I always wished for in marriage was to have children of my own. Do you ever wish to marry or have children? Goodness, I'm sure you have told me your views already, but my mind is reeling so much that I seem to be questioning everything around me.
Tea next week sounds delightful. I must apologize again for the long letter. I hope you look at it fondly, rather than as a chore to read. Of course, I wish you my best and look forward to tea soon. Would you like it in a tearoom, or in my family's parlor? Father surely will be more than happy to welcome company into our home. Would you like my sisters to be there, or for it to be just between us? I must hear all about your new business. Perhaps I can paint some murals on the walls, as a new spark for a new beginning. I could design something during the quiet moments of my honeymoon, if you wouldn't mind waiting for a finished draft. That is, if you are open to a mural. I am getting ahead of myself again, I do apologize. It is your business after all. This is just such an exciting prospect, and such a positive note, compared to that of a trial.
Sincerely and Gratefully,
Acacia