I close my eyes, I pray for sleep
It's the same bad dream for nearly a week now
And lord how I've tried, can't catch no shut eye
— Lilac and Willow, Said the Whale
The entire week had been awful — comparatively to the last year of her life, at least — but it seemed she'd found a window of calmness in the storm. The three days after her apparition to the Hebrides had been spent in bed, with her recovering from splinching, bruises, and - oh yeah - torture. Her memories from the evening with her father were dim to say the least, but the pain that had resulted from it was not. Luckily, the dittany had proved sufficient and had healed her wounds, but she was by no means strong enough to gallivant around the MacFusty property without assistance.
She wasn't in Tilda's home today, but the home of Tilda's cousins, who had proven to be a much larger family (both in numbers and physical size) than her friend's. She was perched up on a cushion next to a window, where she was able to look out into the flowered fields. She'd been enjoying the company of Mrs. MacFusty — Immie, as she'd preferred to be called — when the older woman had left and her husband had replaced her.
"Mr. MacFusty," she greeted almost shyly. In the days after the incident, Bella's loudness and vibrancy had been replaced by a much quieter, even solemn, version of herself. She hadn't thought much of it; it was difficult to be in a very happy mindset when she was trying to wrap her head around everything that had transpired back in Dorset.
"Should I assume you've been told..." she added suddenly, her gaze moving away from him. She wasn't sure what Tilda and her family had told the entire family about what she'd told them. It would make things more difficult to hide, sure, but she imagined they'd eventually want to know why she was here and why she was all injured.
This was, ostensibly, why Mac had come down from upstairs. He had some questions, and most of his questions were 'are we going to be arrested over this?' It wasn't just that Miss Scrimgeour was a house guest, but she was currently a house guest in their house, which made this even more of a concern. It happened that his timing was good - Immie had to step out - and so Mac stepped into the sitting room and found himself faced with Miss Scrimgeour. The fugitive.
"Miss Scrimgeour," he said, using his most cheerfully non-threatening voice. He grabbed one of the chairs from the table and sat down in it, wanting to leave her her space with the window.
"I haven't been told much, but -" he tugged the front page of the paper out of his pocket "- I have a few questions, if you don't mind my asking"
She shifted uncomfortably where she was seated, but was at least partly happy that he'd decided to situate himself a ways away from her. She wasn't afraid of him, but rather insecure; her sleeves, while covering most of the scars, didn't help cover every inch of the bruised discoloration on her skin. (Her neck was a lost cause, but she'd tried to remind herself that this was a land of dragon-keepers who probably had their fair share of injuries).
"I'm more than willing to answer what questions you may have," she obliged, keeping her eyes low as she flashed him a smile. More than willing was probably pushing it, as she was confident Tilda hadn't even made out the entirety of her story. There were some things... better left unsaid, no matter how relevant they might have been.
She was more than willing, supposedly. Mac frowned, first at the paper, and then at the mottled bruising on her neck. "Why did your family take so long to report you missing?" he asked, a sort of a roundabout position to start from, "I know what your mother said in the paper, but - well, that's just bullshit."
She couldn't give him a straight answer, as she wasn't even sure what had been going through her family's mind in the almost-week she was missing before she was reported. Reporting her days after she went missing made them look bad, and she'd been convinced appearances were all her father cared about. He was never the brightest, though.
"I haven't spoken to them since I left. I wouldn't really know," she answered honestly. Of course, the underlying message behind his question was "What took place that would make it okay to let you stay missing?" which she had a more definitive answer for. "He- my father, I mean- did this," she offered quietly, tugging up her sleeve to show the bruises that still colored her skin. "He lost his temper with me. A bit."
Mac grimaced at the bruises that mottled Miss Scrimgeour's arms. "Shit," he said, with no small degree of sympathy. Her father was a bastard. Which gave Mac an answer to his question that his lodger had not provided: her father was hoping she was dead.
Bella let out a soft chuckle that really seemed to resemble more of a broken cough than a laugh. While her bruises were still healing, she had a nagging feeling that they would never really heal. Life had a way of reminding her of her past troubles, whether verbal reminders or the headlines of Witch Weekly, so she doubted this would be any different.
"Tilda handled them. She's been handling them, I mean." There were probably better alternatives than a nineteen-year-old healer form the Creature-Induced Injuries ward to tend to them, but her options in the Hebrides were limited. "I'm not sure what can be done about them, and I was a hospital intern, too."
Oh, right, Tilda was an adult now. Mac tried his best not to look mildly shocked at his cousin's competency, but his eyebrows slanted to concerned nonetheless. He forgot that when he considered, and asked, his next question.
"How long are you planning on staying?" he asked, "It can be as long or as short as you need to."
But sooner or later, she was going to want to go back.
Despite the generous hospitality of the MacFusty family, Bella had no desire to take advantage of their kindness. She was sick and tired of relying on everyone (including her insufferable family, which is one of many reasons she'd gone to work at St. Mungo's in the first place) for financial backing and housing, even to the point where she was willing to sacrifice some comforts.
"Only until I- well, until I figure out what I can do. If I make accusations and the Ministry does nothing, I'll either be dead or wish I was," she admitted.
Mac frowned. "If they take a look at you, they won't do nothing," he said, with a handwave towards her scars. Even if they wanted to, they couldn't - her father had left marks.
Bella frowned. Though she knew the likelihood of them doing nothing was slim, there were ways — knowing her father for who he was — he could escape punishment.
"My father used to be one of them. An auror, I mean," she said quietly, folding her arms across her abdomen. "I mean, he knows how they work. He knows what questions they'll ask. He'll find some way to pin this one me — he always does. He'd find some way to blame me if the tabloids published an article saying I'd stolen a chunk of the moon. Or something, she explained with a huff.
Mac frowned at her. She was right, but he didn't like it.
"That doesn't mean you can't try," he said, "But - I don't think you should go to a home with him again. You're welcome to stay here as long as you need to." He meant the Hebrides in general, but she was also friendly enough with Immie that, to be honest, his wife probably wouldn't mind if she stayed with them specifically.
Bella smiled a sad smile before nodding in understanding.
"I'd rather cast myself into poverty than go back there. Besides, he'd probably—" She stopped there, realizing that no matter how much she needed to talk to someone, speaking in such candid terms with a stranger was perhaps not the best way to handle the situation. She wasn't too far gone to understand that — yet, at least.
"I wouldn't recommend doing that, either," Mac said with a wry smile, "Although I suppose it's an option." She was a healer, wasn't she? The hospital probably wouldn't have her back after everything she'd done, but her skills meant she had options.
"Do you know of other options?" she asked, referring to job prospects rather than living arrangements. She couldn't really find a permanent place to live unless she had a job, anyways.